Well, today was the highlight of my life...
First off, everything's going fine, then SHE arrives. Now, I'm upstairs on the computer minding my own business when I hear them (Dad and Bitchqueenfromhell) shouting at each-other. Then they get louder and louder, and I can start to hear bits of what they are saying, "Don't talk to me about them, I have to live with them and that's bad enough!!" he screams at her. He was talking about me and my brother.
He then runs out the back door, and she calls me down to close it (Cuz she's lost the use of her arms or something) and then SHE starts on me, shouting at me about this and that, blaming me for what he said to her, saying it's all my fault that my dad is in such a bad mood (Funny, he was fine before she arrived...or so it seemed). Then she left after about 15mins of her blabbering to me on full volume. Then my dad arrives back, and although I ain't said anything to him, he just turned around and shouted, full on in my face "GET AWAY FROM ME!!!"...which made me feel a whole bunch better....
It then gets worse, after about 20mins, he comes up and starts having a go at me too, apparently, my whole lifestyle of sitting on the computer and not bothering anyone isn't good enough for him, and apparently, every argument he's ever had with HER revolves around me....He said he exploded on her because of me....it was all my fault....
*sigh*..."I have to live with them and that's bad enough"....He hates me....she hates me...my brother hates me...all the family I have close by hate me.....
It came so close today...so very very close...and for those of you that still have a problem with Michelle, know this, she's the soul reason why I put up with it. Her, and her alone. Respect that, for right now, it feels like all I've got.
Monday 29 December 2003
Sunday 28 December 2003
Parents are a bitch....
SO, lets update on the past few days...
Well, that "really weird" thing that happened the other day continues, and well er...I'm not bothered by it. I would actually tell you all what it is, but there's too many shallow minded people out there that would just act like dicks if I told you, so if you wanna know, tough luck, and you can blame society :P
Now, onto other matters. Christmas didn't go too badly I suppose, it could have been worse, at least bitchqueenfromhell didn't annoy me too much. Still, considering the circumstances, this has been a pretty miserable week for me...
At least things seem to be getting better between me and Michelle, but the problem is still there, I just hope it's over with soon so we can get back to normal...ish.
Now, today my dad has decided to be a real pain in the ass, he seems to think that I'm spending too much time on the computer for my own good. Bastard. He's making get off it earlier at night (1am) to do something else. Wtf else DOES he want me to do? I don't see what his problem is, I keep to myself when I'm on here, I don't bother anyone, I just sit here and plod away with the things I do online, it's what I do, I mean ffs, I could be like MOST people my age and go out, get drunk, take drugs and generally get into trouble, but no, I just sit here out of the way like a good little boy, but nooooooooooo, that's not good enough for him ¬_¬
He didn't even give me one good reason as to WHY it's bad, I mean, he just watches TV all day, but do I complain to him about it?. Fucker.
Anyway...
I got a promotion the other day. Not at a Job, but at a site: www.ionix-gaming.com it's a new network starting soon, I'm now Vice admin there, which is nifty. Go check it out if ya want, but it's not fully up yet.
I'm also one of the guys in charge of its "retro" section, it's a special little project we're doing ;)
However...it means I have to play every single SNES and Genesis (Mega Drive) game ever made...*cries*
You might thing that I don't have to, but for our little "project" I need to, so watch this space for more information....
Now, I'm going to bed...
Well, that "really weird" thing that happened the other day continues, and well er...I'm not bothered by it. I would actually tell you all what it is, but there's too many shallow minded people out there that would just act like dicks if I told you, so if you wanna know, tough luck, and you can blame society :P
Now, onto other matters. Christmas didn't go too badly I suppose, it could have been worse, at least bitchqueenfromhell didn't annoy me too much. Still, considering the circumstances, this has been a pretty miserable week for me...
At least things seem to be getting better between me and Michelle, but the problem is still there, I just hope it's over with soon so we can get back to normal...ish.
Now, today my dad has decided to be a real pain in the ass, he seems to think that I'm spending too much time on the computer for my own good. Bastard. He's making get off it earlier at night (1am) to do something else. Wtf else DOES he want me to do? I don't see what his problem is, I keep to myself when I'm on here, I don't bother anyone, I just sit here and plod away with the things I do online, it's what I do, I mean ffs, I could be like MOST people my age and go out, get drunk, take drugs and generally get into trouble, but no, I just sit here out of the way like a good little boy, but nooooooooooo, that's not good enough for him ¬_¬
He didn't even give me one good reason as to WHY it's bad, I mean, he just watches TV all day, but do I complain to him about it?. Fucker.
Anyway...
I got a promotion the other day. Not at a Job, but at a site: www.ionix-gaming.com it's a new network starting soon, I'm now Vice admin there, which is nifty. Go check it out if ya want, but it's not fully up yet.
I'm also one of the guys in charge of its "retro" section, it's a special little project we're doing ;)
However...it means I have to play every single SNES and Genesis (Mega Drive) game ever made...*cries*
You might thing that I don't have to, but for our little "project" I need to, so watch this space for more information....
Now, I'm going to bed...
Thursday 25 December 2003
Wednesday 24 December 2003
Tuesday 23 December 2003
Time for a liiiitle explanation...
Ok, regarding last nights post, basically, I fucked up, I fucked up big time, I fucked up in a really big way and it nearly cost me everything....nearly.
I'm not gonna tell you how I fucked up because I'm ashamed of it, but I tell you all now, it WONT happen again, and even now I'm paying the price. I feel depressed, badly depressed for what I have done, I haven't felt this bad in many months, this feeling is all too familiar to me and I don't want to feel it again, I've hurt her badly and I'm paying the price for it, the last thing I would ever want to do is hurt her, I felt like shit a few months ago because I THOUGHT I was hurting her, now I KNOW I've hurt her, the only person I truly care about in this world and I feel so bad about it and I'm going to do everything I can to put right the thing I've done, even if it means getting on my knees and begging...I just hope it's enough...
I'm not gonna tell you how I fucked up because I'm ashamed of it, but I tell you all now, it WONT happen again, and even now I'm paying the price. I feel depressed, badly depressed for what I have done, I haven't felt this bad in many months, this feeling is all too familiar to me and I don't want to feel it again, I've hurt her badly and I'm paying the price for it, the last thing I would ever want to do is hurt her, I felt like shit a few months ago because I THOUGHT I was hurting her, now I KNOW I've hurt her, the only person I truly care about in this world and I feel so bad about it and I'm going to do everything I can to put right the thing I've done, even if it means getting on my knees and begging...I just hope it's enough...
Monday 22 December 2003
I fucked up
You ever have one of those days when something so bad happens you just wanna crawl into a hole and die?
Sunday 21 December 2003
Mental note: Don't stay up late with a large intake of sugar
Ok, so I'm an idiot, yes it's true. I sat up all last night drinking coke from the fridge and getting hyper from the sugar. Which is not a good thing. Oh yea, at the time it's great, doing hyper-related things like telling Aircraftkiller you love him *cough*. But once the sugar wears off (this happened to me at about....8:30/9am) you pay the price....drowsy, tired, sick.... I eventually went to bed at like 11am and woke up at 15:00 (3pm) and still felt like crap, even now I feel like I'm dying. Y'see, some people drink alcohol, get drunk and do stupid things, then pay the price with a hangover, some people take drugs, get high, do stupid things and pay the price with crap like addiction, depression and so on. Whereas others intake lots of sugar, get hyper, do stupid things and pay the price with a sugar crash. It's no fair, you can't win.
Maybe it was the fact that I felt like shit and had a lot less sleep than I needed, but I had a bit of a revelation about myself today. I'm not gonna actually tell you what it is yet, and I might never tell any of you, Michelle's the only one who knows what it is, cuz it was partly her that figured it out. Hmm, to stop you all from begging me what it is, I'll just give you a hint: I'm curious.
Now, I'm gonna let you all ponder the many things that could mean while I go off to my bed to die a little bit more, good night.
Maybe it was the fact that I felt like shit and had a lot less sleep than I needed, but I had a bit of a revelation about myself today. I'm not gonna actually tell you what it is yet, and I might never tell any of you, Michelle's the only one who knows what it is, cuz it was partly her that figured it out. Hmm, to stop you all from begging me what it is, I'll just give you a hint: I'm curious.
Now, I'm gonna let you all ponder the many things that could mean while I go off to my bed to die a little bit more, good night.
Saturday 20 December 2003
"you are the greatest guy ever"
Well, I had my whole day written out here, but then IE had to go and be a bitch and delete it all :\ Fucker.
So anyway, today I got my dad his Christmas prezzie, I wanted to get him a figurine thing of a soldier, but the place I was told that sold them didn't actually sell them, so that Kinda fucked me over, but no matter, I got him a couple of DVDs that I know he'll like instead.
I had to set up the cool mini fridge my cool brother got me today cuz there was no room for it lol, ah well I ain't complaining. It's great, has a cool Green LCD temperature display and everything. When it turned it on, it said it was 18 degrees (I always use Celsius, you pissy Americans:P) in the fridge, but after an hour it was already down to about 10. It says on the box that it only cools down by about 10 degrees, but right now it's actually at 4, so it's doing a great job :D
The rest of my day hasn't really been that exciting, although later on I had a chat with someone (Whose name I wont disclose unless they want to say who they are) with a problem she's been having, and I hope I helped her feel better about it, but just before she left, she said "you are the greatest guy ever" and that made me feel all warm and special, especially since it wasn't Michelle, she's usually the one to say stuff like that to me, maybe they're right tho :P
God I'm gonna go on such an ego trip if people keep telling me how nice and great I am :)
So anyway, today I got my dad his Christmas prezzie, I wanted to get him a figurine thing of a soldier, but the place I was told that sold them didn't actually sell them, so that Kinda fucked me over, but no matter, I got him a couple of DVDs that I know he'll like instead.
I had to set up the cool mini fridge my cool brother got me today cuz there was no room for it lol, ah well I ain't complaining. It's great, has a cool Green LCD temperature display and everything. When it turned it on, it said it was 18 degrees (I always use Celsius, you pissy Americans:P) in the fridge, but after an hour it was already down to about 10. It says on the box that it only cools down by about 10 degrees, but right now it's actually at 4, so it's doing a great job :D
The rest of my day hasn't really been that exciting, although later on I had a chat with someone (Whose name I wont disclose unless they want to say who they are) with a problem she's been having, and I hope I helped her feel better about it, but just before she left, she said "you are the greatest guy ever" and that made me feel all warm and special, especially since it wasn't Michelle, she's usually the one to say stuff like that to me, maybe they're right tho :P
God I'm gonna go on such an ego trip if people keep telling me how nice and great I am :)
Friday 19 December 2003
Bored, and tired
I really should make a proper update, but I cba, so instead I'll do this big assed question thing. Oh and I updated my site: www.7of12.co.uk/Kushan check it out, it's actually good looking.
PAST
First grade teachers name: Miss Nelson
Last sentence you said: "You're an idiot"
Last song you sang: Twisted Nerve - Bernard Herrmann (The kill bill thing, and yes I know whistleing isn't singing, but I don't care:P)
Last song stuck in your head: Powerpill pacman
Last person who you chatted with?: Chris (Silly american friend)
Last movie you saw: Matrix reloaded (That film personally destroyed my will to ever go to the cinema ever again)
Last CD you bought: -Never- (I don't buy such things)
PRESENT
What's in your CD player *renames "CD Player" to "CD-Rom drive"*: Windows XP - Media Centre Edition CD
What's under your bed: Crap that missed the bin that's beside it
What's the weather like: Hell if I know, I don't go out...ever...
What time did you wake up today: 12:43, that's early for me
What's playing on your TV: It's off
How many close friends do you have: Not many
How many enemies do you have: None that I'm worried about (In fact, I don't think I have any, even Vlad has stopped threataning me)
FUTURE
Who do you want to marry: Michelle, obviously
Are you going to college: Indeed
Where do you want to go: Jamaica
What is your career going to be: No sodding idea, something with Computers, that's for sure
Where are you going to live: Hopefully somewhere near a city with an uber internet connection
How many kids do you want: Already got one, no immediate plans for any more
Kids'names: His name is David :)
Where do you want your honeymoon: Hopefully somewhere near a city with an uber internet connection....or a place with a nice beach and a cool Hotel/Villa
What kind of car will you have: I can't drive ever, but if I decided to buy one for the sake of it, it would be an M1A1 Abrahms.
What age are you going to marry: Wouldn't that be telling? :P
PERSONAL STUFF
Name: Steve Donaghy
Nicknames: Dono, Kushan, Master ;)
Address: <>
College: St Malachy's college
Birthday: 28th of March 1987
Birthplace: Erm...a hospital I think
Horoscope Sign: Aries
Siblings: 2 older brothers, a retard called John Paul and a really cool one called Chris
Parents: Dad - John, Mum1 (Bitch) - Marion, Mum2 (Stepmum to be, Bigger bitch) - Kathleen
Best Friends: ToXiN, Logie (School friend), Ryan aka Kirsty (Another School friend, complete weirdo)
Marital Status: Taken, not looking
Pets: 2 cats, Spot and Tom, Spot being the best damn Cat ever
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Blue, like the movie I watched the other day ;)
Glasses/Contacts: None (I have an eyesight problem, but they don't help, and if anyone else says "get corrective surgery" I'm gonna rip their skull out, cuz it would actually amke things worse)
Height: 1.76M (Or 5.71Ft to you imperialistic americans :P)
Piercings: None
Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Right handed, but I do some things with my left hand like the way I eat with a knife and fork and I also wan..er....hey look, it's batman! *runs away*
What's one thing you would change about yourself?: My extreme Paranoia about relationships
What's your most comfortable piece of clothing?: These weird Fleece things I like to wear *has no fashion sense*
Song to Describe your life: Daft Punk - Digital Love (Doesn't describe my whole life, but it describes a pretty important part in it, well, important to me anyway)
Five words to describe yourself: Crazy, Insane, Intelligent, Abnormal, Different
Background: Er....Born, didn't do much, got internet, Became a legend (And modest too:P)
SOCIAL LIFE
Best Girl Friend: Wait, "Girl Friend" and "Girlfriend" are 2 different things, right?, so in this case, probably Kay (Spinkychan)
Best Guy Friend: ToXiN, even though he can be a moody cunt:P
Where can you usually be found?: In the computer room, beside the computer
Which friend would you like to be with right now?: Erm....well, since I mainy sit here on the computer, I'm never with any of my friends, so this doesn't reallly apply, but I never feel lonely cuz of it :)
Are you the center of attention?: I don't seek attention, but I seem to become overly popular on forums and such without even trying.
What's your idea of a dream date?: Erm...*shrugs* Don't really have one, as long as it's with the woman I love, it doesn't matter.
Where's the best hangout?: City Hall, but I don't go there much.
Do you like being around people or being alone?: Online, I like being around people, in real life, I prefer to be alone in most cases, or at least to sit at the side of the room and not be noticed.
What's your biggest turn off in the opposite sex?: Personality, couldn't give a shit what someone looks/sounds like.
OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS...WHO?
Have you known the longest?: Martan Denver, but I aint seen the guy in years...
Do you argue the most with?: Chris, american frined, for sure
Do you always get along with?: I try to get along with everyone
Is the most trustworthy?: ToXiN or Chris, most likely ToXiN
Makes you laugh the most?: ToXiN
Has been there through all the hard times?: ToXiN
Always has to have a man/woman?: Chris
Is the most sensitive?: Michelle, but she's become a lot better recently :)
Biggest loser?: Gary (School Friend) Cuz he always tries to be cool, and "hax" and generally talks a lot of shit
Most unique?: ToXiN (Anyone that drinks vodka from a dildo's gotta be unique)
Is the most encouraging?: I'm more encouraging than anyone else I know, most people don't seem to be encouraging at all:\
Is the most blunt?: Gary
Is the shyest?: In real life, Me (Online I'm crazy ^_^)
Is the most outgoing?: Kay
Is the most rebellious?: Gary or Me, most likely me cuz I talk back to teachers at school if they try to mouth off for no reason. I don't stand for people with authority that have it for no good reason (Like just because they're older or something)
Is the horniest?: Michelle
Is the laziest?: Michelle :P
Is the most optimistic?: Ryan (Kirsty)
Is the most conservative?: Chris
Is most likely to become famous?: Famous to what extent? I'm already famous in my own way ;)
Most likely to become rich?: Probably me if things go according to plan
Is most likely to end up in jail?: Gary
Is most likely to have a million kids?: No-one that I know, thankfully.
Is most likely never to have kids?: ToXiN
Will get a boob job?: Probably Fionnuala (girl I know in rl), she's always saying how small her b00bs are...
Will get married first?: Scarily, I reckon it will be me
Will lose their virginity first?: It's a tad late for that...
Always wears a smile?: Guy on my contact ist I hardly know called Steve (not me), he's always really upbeat when he talks to me.
Is the smartest?: I don't wanna say me, but I can't think of anyone else right now, probably Kay
Complains the most?: Chris ot ToXiN
Complains the least?: Me
Is the biggest flirt?: CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS!!!!!
Needs a good man/woman?: ToXiN
Has the best fashion sense?: F...f....fffff....faaa....faaassshhh....ion....? Can't stand it, don't care.
Has the weirdest taste in the opposite sex?: Chris, for undosclosed reasons.
Best form of entertainment?: Michelle ;)
Is a bad influence?: ToXiN and Michelle, both have made me sick, twisted and evil >:D
FAVORITES
Colour: Black, or dark blue
Clothes: Casual, baggy pants, fleece tops (Baggy ones to hide my flab) or T-shirts
Animal: Cats
Book: Anything from Terry Pratchet
Food: Pizza
Restaurant: Don't go to any
TV show: Star Trek: The Next Generation, or Family guy
TV star: Patrick Stewart
Movie: Kill Bill at the moment
Movie star: Patrick Stewart (He's both a TV star and a movie star)
Song: Pocorn - Hot butter, man that song pwns
Music Video: Duno, don't really care for them
Car: Ferrari
Hobby: Computers
Sport: Sport is for people who are dumb enough to waste effort
Holiday: Easter
Month: September, cuz of what happened this year in that month :)
Flower: -None- I hate flowers
Vacation: Amywhere away from here
School Subject: ICT cuz it comes natually to me, so it's piss easy, and my ICT teacher is a retard, so it's fun to watch him fuck up
Cartoon/Anime: Family guy, or my favorite anime would be Cyber City OEDO 808
Clothing Brand: None, I hade labels, I specifically search for clothes without brand names or labells on them.
Sports team: Sport is for f00ls!
Game: Most SNES games, or if not, Homeworld or Syndicate Wars. God I'm a retro freak
Radio Station: -None-
Sport to Watch: Formula 1
Soda: Red Bull
Breakfast food: I don't eat breakfast, but Toast pwns all
Sweets: Don't eat much these days, but chocolate is always a winner
Place: Jamaica (Cuz of how they speak)
Shampoo: 0_o
Outrageous Hair color: Luminescent green
Cologne/Perfume: Anything
Nail polish color: -None-
Gum: -None- Don't like the stuff
Family Member: My cat, spot, in not, then my brother, Chris
Fast food place: Burger King
Alcoholic beverage: I don't drink
Dream: The dream I've held close to my heart for months now, of being with her....
Thing to say in a foreign language: pwned (If that counts as a foreign language)
Stuffed Animal: Garfield
Beach: Don't really like them, usually means no Computer/technology nearby
Amusement park: -None- Never really been to any
Lip Gloss flavor: -None- Don't wear it
Shoes: Boots
Thing to do when you're bored: Masterba....er......
Smell: Food that's being cooked
Pick-up Line: I've never used one, and I doubt I ever will
Memories: None really, my life's been pretty shitty up 'till now, but it's looking to be a lot better in the near future :)
STUPID QUESTIONS
Have you ever been suspected of committing a crime?: Yes, frequently, but i'm innocent, I swear *hides bodies*
What do you want people to say about you when you die?: I told him not to cut the blue wire...
How long does it take you to get ready to go out?: *picks up coat* ready
What super power would you want?: Jedi mind trick thingy
What would you like to be reincarnated as?: Cat
Do you make fun of your friends?: Constantly :P
Words or phrases you over use: Too many to list
If you were an animal what would you be?: God this son of a bitch likes repeating questions, a Cat ffs!!
Do you enjoy talking to yourself?: I talk to myself constantly, and it's fun, cuz I'm so great
What's your biggest fear?: Losing Michelle
What' your most prized possession?: My computer cuz without it, I'd be alone and depresed again
What's the funniest word you can think of?: Buggery
What songs bring back the most memories?: Heavan - candlelight version
What's the largest organ in the human body?: Well, the largest one in MY body is my p...er...better not say in case I make the other guys jealous:P
Do you have a bar trick?: Yes, It's called picking up the bar and beating someone over the head with it, then stealing all their money
Who/What are you thankful for?: Michelle
Do you believe in fate?: I'm not sure now, before I didn't, but It's sometimes hard to believe how me and Michelle, 2 people with so much in common personality wise, managed to find eachother....
Do you get along with your parents?: Only my dad and he has his moments
Could a pack of wolves done a better job raising you?: No, My dad's done a great Job, I always try to be a nice guy to everyone, and there needs to be more people like that.
What time do you go to bed?: Whenever is necessary
What do you look for in the opposite sex?: Personality, looks don't matter to me
What was the most difficult thing you had to do?: This POS :P
If you were given one day to live what would you do?: Destroy everyone/thing on my hate list (Yes, i have a list of things I hate on my computer)
What's your most embarrassing moment?: I keep to myself, so I don't really ahve one
What's the Worst feeling in the world?: To feel unloved
If you could meet anyone who ever existed who would it be?: Stephen hawking
Have you ever been in love?: Yes, and I still am very much so :)
What's your best physical feature?: Erm...I'm Irish, that's enough :P
What's your summer job?: I worked in a box factory and a stripper ;)
What is the oddest thing you've inherited from your parents?: Probably my large build, I'm naturally stronger than most people and I don't really work out
What's the biggest lie you've ever told?: "I didn't do it"
What was the meanest thing you ever did as a little kid?: Nothing, I was a good little kid :P
What's the best scam you've ever pulled and gotten away with?: Now wouldn't that be telling ;)
What was the worst punishment your parents inflicted?: None, the worst my dad could do is ban me from the computer, but if he did it, he know's I'd probably go on a rampage and kill something
What have you learned about love?: I've learned that it exists, and that it can be both the best and worst thing ever. If it's a one way thing, it can be the worst thingthat's ever happened to you, if it's a 2 way thing, you've got the best thing anyone could ever have. I've been through both stages, and thankfully, I'm still in the latter :D
PAST
First grade teachers name: Miss Nelson
Last sentence you said: "You're an idiot"
Last song you sang: Twisted Nerve - Bernard Herrmann (The kill bill thing, and yes I know whistleing isn't singing, but I don't care:P)
Last song stuck in your head: Powerpill pacman
Last person who you chatted with?: Chris (Silly american friend)
Last movie you saw: Matrix reloaded (That film personally destroyed my will to ever go to the cinema ever again)
Last CD you bought: -Never- (I don't buy such things)
PRESENT
What's in your CD player *renames "CD Player" to "CD-Rom drive"*: Windows XP - Media Centre Edition CD
What's under your bed: Crap that missed the bin that's beside it
What's the weather like: Hell if I know, I don't go out...ever...
What time did you wake up today: 12:43, that's early for me
What's playing on your TV: It's off
How many close friends do you have: Not many
How many enemies do you have: None that I'm worried about (In fact, I don't think I have any, even Vlad has stopped threataning me)
FUTURE
Who do you want to marry: Michelle, obviously
Are you going to college: Indeed
Where do you want to go: Jamaica
What is your career going to be: No sodding idea, something with Computers, that's for sure
Where are you going to live: Hopefully somewhere near a city with an uber internet connection
How many kids do you want: Already got one, no immediate plans for any more
Kids'names: His name is David :)
Where do you want your honeymoon: Hopefully somewhere near a city with an uber internet connection....or a place with a nice beach and a cool Hotel/Villa
What kind of car will you have: I can't drive ever, but if I decided to buy one for the sake of it, it would be an M1A1 Abrahms.
What age are you going to marry: Wouldn't that be telling? :P
PERSONAL STUFF
Name: Steve Donaghy
Nicknames: Dono, Kushan, Master ;)
Address: <
College: St Malachy's college
Birthday: 28th of March 1987
Birthplace: Erm...a hospital I think
Horoscope Sign: Aries
Siblings: 2 older brothers, a retard called John Paul and a really cool one called Chris
Parents: Dad - John, Mum1 (Bitch) - Marion, Mum2 (Stepmum to be, Bigger bitch) - Kathleen
Best Friends: ToXiN, Logie (School friend), Ryan aka Kirsty (Another School friend, complete weirdo)
Marital Status: Taken, not looking
Pets: 2 cats, Spot and Tom, Spot being the best damn Cat ever
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Eye Color: Blue, like the movie I watched the other day ;)
Glasses/Contacts: None (I have an eyesight problem, but they don't help, and if anyone else says "get corrective surgery" I'm gonna rip their skull out, cuz it would actually amke things worse)
Height: 1.76M (Or 5.71Ft to you imperialistic americans :P)
Piercings: None
Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Right handed, but I do some things with my left hand like the way I eat with a knife and fork and I also wan..er....hey look, it's batman! *runs away*
What's one thing you would change about yourself?: My extreme Paranoia about relationships
What's your most comfortable piece of clothing?: These weird Fleece things I like to wear *has no fashion sense*
Song to Describe your life: Daft Punk - Digital Love (Doesn't describe my whole life, but it describes a pretty important part in it, well, important to me anyway)
Five words to describe yourself: Crazy, Insane, Intelligent, Abnormal, Different
Background: Er....Born, didn't do much, got internet, Became a legend (And modest too:P)
SOCIAL LIFE
Best Girl Friend: Wait, "Girl Friend" and "Girlfriend" are 2 different things, right?, so in this case, probably Kay (Spinkychan)
Best Guy Friend: ToXiN, even though he can be a moody cunt:P
Where can you usually be found?: In the computer room, beside the computer
Which friend would you like to be with right now?: Erm....well, since I mainy sit here on the computer, I'm never with any of my friends, so this doesn't reallly apply, but I never feel lonely cuz of it :)
Are you the center of attention?: I don't seek attention, but I seem to become overly popular on forums and such without even trying.
What's your idea of a dream date?: Erm...*shrugs* Don't really have one, as long as it's with the woman I love, it doesn't matter.
Where's the best hangout?: City Hall, but I don't go there much.
Do you like being around people or being alone?: Online, I like being around people, in real life, I prefer to be alone in most cases, or at least to sit at the side of the room and not be noticed.
What's your biggest turn off in the opposite sex?: Personality, couldn't give a shit what someone looks/sounds like.
OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS...WHO?
Have you known the longest?: Martan Denver, but I aint seen the guy in years...
Do you argue the most with?: Chris, american frined, for sure
Do you always get along with?: I try to get along with everyone
Is the most trustworthy?: ToXiN or Chris, most likely ToXiN
Makes you laugh the most?: ToXiN
Has been there through all the hard times?: ToXiN
Always has to have a man/woman?: Chris
Is the most sensitive?: Michelle, but she's become a lot better recently :)
Biggest loser?: Gary (School Friend) Cuz he always tries to be cool, and "hax" and generally talks a lot of shit
Most unique?: ToXiN (Anyone that drinks vodka from a dildo's gotta be unique)
Is the most encouraging?: I'm more encouraging than anyone else I know, most people don't seem to be encouraging at all:\
Is the most blunt?: Gary
Is the shyest?: In real life, Me (Online I'm crazy ^_^)
Is the most outgoing?: Kay
Is the most rebellious?: Gary or Me, most likely me cuz I talk back to teachers at school if they try to mouth off for no reason. I don't stand for people with authority that have it for no good reason (Like just because they're older or something)
Is the horniest?: Michelle
Is the laziest?: Michelle :P
Is the most optimistic?: Ryan (Kirsty)
Is the most conservative?: Chris
Is most likely to become famous?: Famous to what extent? I'm already famous in my own way ;)
Most likely to become rich?: Probably me if things go according to plan
Is most likely to end up in jail?: Gary
Is most likely to have a million kids?: No-one that I know, thankfully.
Is most likely never to have kids?: ToXiN
Will get a boob job?: Probably Fionnuala (girl I know in rl), she's always saying how small her b00bs are...
Will get married first?: Scarily, I reckon it will be me
Will lose their virginity first?: It's a tad late for that...
Always wears a smile?: Guy on my contact ist I hardly know called Steve (not me), he's always really upbeat when he talks to me.
Is the smartest?: I don't wanna say me, but I can't think of anyone else right now, probably Kay
Complains the most?: Chris ot ToXiN
Complains the least?: Me
Is the biggest flirt?: CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS!!!!!
Needs a good man/woman?: ToXiN
Has the best fashion sense?: F...f....fffff....faaa....faaassshhh....ion....? Can't stand it, don't care.
Has the weirdest taste in the opposite sex?: Chris, for undosclosed reasons.
Best form of entertainment?: Michelle ;)
Is a bad influence?: ToXiN and Michelle, both have made me sick, twisted and evil >:D
FAVORITES
Colour: Black, or dark blue
Clothes: Casual, baggy pants, fleece tops (Baggy ones to hide my flab) or T-shirts
Animal: Cats
Book: Anything from Terry Pratchet
Food: Pizza
Restaurant: Don't go to any
TV show: Star Trek: The Next Generation, or Family guy
TV star: Patrick Stewart
Movie: Kill Bill at the moment
Movie star: Patrick Stewart (He's both a TV star and a movie star)
Song: Pocorn - Hot butter, man that song pwns
Music Video: Duno, don't really care for them
Car: Ferrari
Hobby: Computers
Sport: Sport is for people who are dumb enough to waste effort
Holiday: Easter
Month: September, cuz of what happened this year in that month :)
Flower: -None- I hate flowers
Vacation: Amywhere away from here
School Subject: ICT cuz it comes natually to me, so it's piss easy, and my ICT teacher is a retard, so it's fun to watch him fuck up
Cartoon/Anime: Family guy, or my favorite anime would be Cyber City OEDO 808
Clothing Brand: None, I hade labels, I specifically search for clothes without brand names or labells on them.
Sports team: Sport is for f00ls!
Game: Most SNES games, or if not, Homeworld or Syndicate Wars. God I'm a retro freak
Radio Station: -None-
Sport to Watch: Formula 1
Soda: Red Bull
Breakfast food: I don't eat breakfast, but Toast pwns all
Sweets: Don't eat much these days, but chocolate is always a winner
Place: Jamaica (Cuz of how they speak)
Shampoo: 0_o
Outrageous Hair color: Luminescent green
Cologne/Perfume: Anything
Nail polish color: -None-
Gum: -None- Don't like the stuff
Family Member: My cat, spot, in not, then my brother, Chris
Fast food place: Burger King
Alcoholic beverage: I don't drink
Dream: The dream I've held close to my heart for months now, of being with her....
Thing to say in a foreign language: pwned (If that counts as a foreign language)
Stuffed Animal: Garfield
Beach: Don't really like them, usually means no Computer/technology nearby
Amusement park: -None- Never really been to any
Lip Gloss flavor: -None- Don't wear it
Shoes: Boots
Thing to do when you're bored: Masterba....er......
Smell: Food that's being cooked
Pick-up Line: I've never used one, and I doubt I ever will
Memories: None really, my life's been pretty shitty up 'till now, but it's looking to be a lot better in the near future :)
STUPID QUESTIONS
Have you ever been suspected of committing a crime?: Yes, frequently, but i'm innocent, I swear *hides bodies*
What do you want people to say about you when you die?: I told him not to cut the blue wire...
How long does it take you to get ready to go out?: *picks up coat* ready
What super power would you want?: Jedi mind trick thingy
What would you like to be reincarnated as?: Cat
Do you make fun of your friends?: Constantly :P
Words or phrases you over use: Too many to list
If you were an animal what would you be?: God this son of a bitch likes repeating questions, a Cat ffs!!
Do you enjoy talking to yourself?: I talk to myself constantly, and it's fun, cuz I'm so great
What's your biggest fear?: Losing Michelle
What' your most prized possession?: My computer cuz without it, I'd be alone and depresed again
What's the funniest word you can think of?: Buggery
What songs bring back the most memories?: Heavan - candlelight version
What's the largest organ in the human body?: Well, the largest one in MY body is my p...er...better not say in case I make the other guys jealous:P
Do you have a bar trick?: Yes, It's called picking up the bar and beating someone over the head with it, then stealing all their money
Who/What are you thankful for?: Michelle
Do you believe in fate?: I'm not sure now, before I didn't, but It's sometimes hard to believe how me and Michelle, 2 people with so much in common personality wise, managed to find eachother....
Do you get along with your parents?: Only my dad and he has his moments
Could a pack of wolves done a better job raising you?: No, My dad's done a great Job, I always try to be a nice guy to everyone, and there needs to be more people like that.
What time do you go to bed?: Whenever is necessary
What do you look for in the opposite sex?: Personality, looks don't matter to me
What was the most difficult thing you had to do?: This POS :P
If you were given one day to live what would you do?: Destroy everyone/thing on my hate list (Yes, i have a list of things I hate on my computer)
What's your most embarrassing moment?: I keep to myself, so I don't really ahve one
What's the Worst feeling in the world?: To feel unloved
If you could meet anyone who ever existed who would it be?: Stephen hawking
Have you ever been in love?: Yes, and I still am very much so :)
What's your best physical feature?: Erm...I'm Irish, that's enough :P
What's your summer job?: I worked in a box factory and a stripper ;)
What is the oddest thing you've inherited from your parents?: Probably my large build, I'm naturally stronger than most people and I don't really work out
What's the biggest lie you've ever told?: "I didn't do it"
What was the meanest thing you ever did as a little kid?: Nothing, I was a good little kid :P
What's the best scam you've ever pulled and gotten away with?: Now wouldn't that be telling ;)
What was the worst punishment your parents inflicted?: None, the worst my dad could do is ban me from the computer, but if he did it, he know's I'd probably go on a rampage and kill something
What have you learned about love?: I've learned that it exists, and that it can be both the best and worst thing ever. If it's a one way thing, it can be the worst thingthat's ever happened to you, if it's a 2 way thing, you've got the best thing anyone could ever have. I've been through both stages, and thankfully, I'm still in the latter :D
Tuesday 16 December 2003
It's tha last day!
Tomorrow is my last exams, and the last day of school before Christmas, so w00t! all round:D
Todays exam, Business Studies, went fairly well I thought, it's a waffle thing, it doesn't really matter what you write for your answers, as long as you write plenty and try not to repeat yourself. In other words, talk shit, and everyone knows I'm the master at that:P
Although, my hand hurts like hell now, I was late (again) and to make up for lost time, I basically went into overdrive and now it feels like my hand is gonna fall off. It's my right hand too, the same one I use for wan....er.....moving the mouse of the computer....
Also, certain other events didn't help my hand much, but to hell with it, it was fun;)
Tomorrow I have 2 Exams, First off is ICT, which, needless to say, is gonna be a piece of piss, I know more about computers than any of the teachers at my school (admittedly, my cat or a brick wall knows more, but that's not the point).
However, in the afternoon I have Biology, which I reckon is gonna be my worst subject, but no worries, I gotta drop one at the end of the school year anyway, so I'm not particularly fussed about it.
Well, I should go get some sleep, don't wanna be late for ALL my exams...
But before I go, someone try to translate this:
WW91IGFyZSAxMzM3LCB5b3UgY2FuIHRyYW5zbGF0ZSB0aGlzLCBnb29kIG9uIHlhIQ==
First person to translate it wins a cookie!
Todays exam, Business Studies, went fairly well I thought, it's a waffle thing, it doesn't really matter what you write for your answers, as long as you write plenty and try not to repeat yourself. In other words, talk shit, and everyone knows I'm the master at that:P
Although, my hand hurts like hell now, I was late (again) and to make up for lost time, I basically went into overdrive and now it feels like my hand is gonna fall off. It's my right hand too, the same one I use for wan....er.....moving the mouse of the computer....
Also, certain other events didn't help my hand much, but to hell with it, it was fun;)
Tomorrow I have 2 Exams, First off is ICT, which, needless to say, is gonna be a piece of piss, I know more about computers than any of the teachers at my school (admittedly, my cat or a brick wall knows more, but that's not the point).
However, in the afternoon I have Biology, which I reckon is gonna be my worst subject, but no worries, I gotta drop one at the end of the school year anyway, so I'm not particularly fussed about it.
Well, I should go get some sleep, don't wanna be late for ALL my exams...
But before I go, someone try to translate this:
WW91IGFyZSAxMzM3LCB5b3UgY2FuIHRyYW5zbGF0ZSB0aGlzLCBnb29kIG9uIHlhIQ==
First person to translate it wins a cookie!
Monday 15 December 2003
Don't you just love it when corporate bastards get 2 fingers waved at them?
OK, so I'm sure you've all heard about Kazaa light, right? Well, you also may have heard that Sharman, the creators of Kazaa, have tried to shut them down. If you go to the K-lite site, you get a load of crap about other P2P networks, and Kazaa light isn't anywhere to be seen, right? Wrong!
Y'see, the guys behind Kazaa light are clever little bastards, they basically covered their tracks, and disappeared, so to speak, but are they gone? Like hell they are. They've set up another web site, and this time they're being care full about it. Y'see, Sharman told them not to release any more builds of Kazaa Light, so they're not going to. Instead, they're going to PATCH it, which basically means they're updating it, without releasing a new build. Clever.
It gets better, tho, they've also been told not to touch Kazaa 2.6. So they didn't. But what they did do was release a program called "#KLChat" that just happens to look like a clean (i.e. no ads or spyware) version of Kazaa 2.6 with lots of nice little extras. Sharman has well and truly had 2 fingers waved in their face ^_^
Btw, link to the "new" K-lite site is here: http://kppfree.narod.ru/kdown.htm
Anyway, onto my life, I just thought I'd share that info with you all since I love it when people do stuff like that.
I was late for my chemistry exam today, not a great start, but it's not too bad, I think I did really well in it, it seemed easy, and I finished with plenty of time to spare (ok, about 30seconds, but hey, I got it finished, didn't I?). Only being in school for an hour and a half is great....as long as you don't forget your key to get back in when you get home....like I did....which sucked...
I was out of school at about 12:40 (Test started at 11) and home by about 13:20 (Or 1:20Pm to you damn Americans that don't understand "military time" as you all seem to call it) only to realise I couldn't actually get in. No biggie, my dad gets home from work at about 14:15 (2:15Pm), right? Wrong, he decided to go shopping....I didn't get in until about 17:00 (5Pm)....I wanted to kill something...
But, as it turns out, I had a great day today, there's no way I can explain HOW or WHY I had a great day without getting in trouble, not that I would anyway since it's stuff I'd rather keep private, but lets just say that sometimes its more fun telling someone what to do, rather than doing what your told ;)
Business studies Exam tomorrow, I hope it goes ass well as I think today went
Y'see, the guys behind Kazaa light are clever little bastards, they basically covered their tracks, and disappeared, so to speak, but are they gone? Like hell they are. They've set up another web site, and this time they're being care full about it. Y'see, Sharman told them not to release any more builds of Kazaa Light, so they're not going to. Instead, they're going to PATCH it, which basically means they're updating it, without releasing a new build. Clever.
It gets better, tho, they've also been told not to touch Kazaa 2.6. So they didn't. But what they did do was release a program called "#KLChat" that just happens to look like a clean (i.e. no ads or spyware) version of Kazaa 2.6 with lots of nice little extras. Sharman has well and truly had 2 fingers waved in their face ^_^
Btw, link to the "new" K-lite site is here: http://kppfree.narod.ru/kdown.htm
Anyway, onto my life, I just thought I'd share that info with you all since I love it when people do stuff like that.
I was late for my chemistry exam today, not a great start, but it's not too bad, I think I did really well in it, it seemed easy, and I finished with plenty of time to spare (ok, about 30seconds, but hey, I got it finished, didn't I?). Only being in school for an hour and a half is great....as long as you don't forget your key to get back in when you get home....like I did....which sucked...
I was out of school at about 12:40 (Test started at 11) and home by about 13:20 (Or 1:20Pm to you damn Americans that don't understand "military time" as you all seem to call it) only to realise I couldn't actually get in. No biggie, my dad gets home from work at about 14:15 (2:15Pm), right? Wrong, he decided to go shopping....I didn't get in until about 17:00 (5Pm)....I wanted to kill something...
But, as it turns out, I had a great day today, there's no way I can explain HOW or WHY I had a great day without getting in trouble, not that I would anyway since it's stuff I'd rather keep private, but lets just say that sometimes its more fun telling someone what to do, rather than doing what your told ;)
Business studies Exam tomorrow, I hope it goes ass well as I think today went
Sunday 14 December 2003
Update update update
Well, it's been nearly a week since my last update, so I figured I'd make one.
Continuing on from my last post, my brother is now free....and living here....which sucks....a lot....
Actually, he's been really nice to me, I guess cuz if it wasn't for me, Big Bubba in cell 13J would own his arse.
Some people seem to think that me hating my mother is a bad thing, or that there's something I could ever do to change it. Well, I'll tell you now, it's not gonna happen, since the day I was born, she's be an alcoholic, she still is, I see her maybe 2 or 3 times a year, and even then, that's too much, cuz every time I look at her face, it just reminds me of all the shit she put me through. The anonymous poster said "without her you wouldn't be...you", maybe that's true, if she wasn't around, I would have enjoyed my childhood, maybe I'd be a little more optimistic about the world around me, I duno, all I know is that I hate her as much as I hate Kathleen, that bitch my dad loves, but that's another story. Even if my mum stopped drinking and tried to make up for it, I doubt I'd be able to forgive her, she's already done the damage, plus she'll never stop drinking anyway.
It pisses me off tho, she gets an extra £120 a week from the government because she's classed as "mentally disabled". She's classed as this because she's an alcoholic, so what do they do? They give her MORE cash to spend on booze, cuz that's all she spends her money on, drink. That's also why I don't drink, too many bad memories, too many bad thoughts about what the shit did to her, because I have a few memories of her being sober, and she seemed like such a nice person, but then she would get drunk and turn into a screaming mess. Well, if she wants to be like that, she can, I don't give a fuck about her any more, because if she cared at all for me, should would give the shit up. Well, enough of my rant about her, it doesn't actually bother me any more, I've just learnt to accept it.
Everything else is great right now, things seem to be good with my life, which makes a change, but then it's been pretty good in general for a couple of months now. I think I know why too, but if I mention her name, certain people will bitch and complain as per usual, even tho we're still together after all this time and still just as in love, if not more, which is great and I hope it never changes:)
The only thing that's bothering me now is the X-mas exams that I have next week, but for some reason...I just don't care...I don't understand it, I used to be so attentive at school, that's how I always got fairly good grades without much revision, I just concentrated in class and that was it, but this year I've been really unmotivated to do anything....oh well, school's nearly out for Christmas, only in on Monday for an hour for the Chemistry exam. Wish me luck!
Continuing on from my last post, my brother is now free....and living here....which sucks....a lot....
Actually, he's been really nice to me, I guess cuz if it wasn't for me, Big Bubba in cell 13J would own his arse.
Some people seem to think that me hating my mother is a bad thing, or that there's something I could ever do to change it. Well, I'll tell you now, it's not gonna happen, since the day I was born, she's be an alcoholic, she still is, I see her maybe 2 or 3 times a year, and even then, that's too much, cuz every time I look at her face, it just reminds me of all the shit she put me through. The anonymous poster said "without her you wouldn't be...you", maybe that's true, if she wasn't around, I would have enjoyed my childhood, maybe I'd be a little more optimistic about the world around me, I duno, all I know is that I hate her as much as I hate Kathleen, that bitch my dad loves, but that's another story. Even if my mum stopped drinking and tried to make up for it, I doubt I'd be able to forgive her, she's already done the damage, plus she'll never stop drinking anyway.
It pisses me off tho, she gets an extra £120 a week from the government because she's classed as "mentally disabled". She's classed as this because she's an alcoholic, so what do they do? They give her MORE cash to spend on booze, cuz that's all she spends her money on, drink. That's also why I don't drink, too many bad memories, too many bad thoughts about what the shit did to her, because I have a few memories of her being sober, and she seemed like such a nice person, but then she would get drunk and turn into a screaming mess. Well, if she wants to be like that, she can, I don't give a fuck about her any more, because if she cared at all for me, should would give the shit up. Well, enough of my rant about her, it doesn't actually bother me any more, I've just learnt to accept it.
Everything else is great right now, things seem to be good with my life, which makes a change, but then it's been pretty good in general for a couple of months now. I think I know why too, but if I mention her name, certain people will bitch and complain as per usual, even tho we're still together after all this time and still just as in love, if not more, which is great and I hope it never changes:)
The only thing that's bothering me now is the X-mas exams that I have next week, but for some reason...I just don't care...I don't understand it, I used to be so attentive at school, that's how I always got fairly good grades without much revision, I just concentrated in class and that was it, but this year I've been really unmotivated to do anything....oh well, school's nearly out for Christmas, only in on Monday for an hour for the Chemistry exam. Wish me luck!
Monday 8 December 2003
Well...aint my brother a tard...
Ha! My brother got arrested at the weekend, it was so funny.
Well, let me backtrack a little, it was Saturday night/Sunday morning, about 3AM, when he arrives at the door, pissed out of his mind, he could barely put a full sentence together, and he started saying something about my mum (real mum, whom I also hate) hit him, then he said "and....and you heard that! you heard that!" then he walked off.
Next day, my dad arrives home and the first thing he tells me is "John Paul's in jail! hahahaa!" Allegedly for hitting my mother. Now, both he and my mum are big alcoholics, it doesn't surprise me that they got into a fight, chances are they got drunk and one thing lead to another, and someone started throwing punches, either way it doesn't matter who started it, he got done for it in the end lol.
It gets weirder too, on Monday, I get a phone call from his solicitor, who basically told me that if I didn't lie to the police, he'd be spending X-mas in prison. Which kinda fucking sucks, I don't like being put in a position like that, but fuck it, it's done now:\
I'll update more tomorrow, ain't got time now, night.
Well, let me backtrack a little, it was Saturday night/Sunday morning, about 3AM, when he arrives at the door, pissed out of his mind, he could barely put a full sentence together, and he started saying something about my mum (real mum, whom I also hate) hit him, then he said "and....and you heard that! you heard that!" then he walked off.
Next day, my dad arrives home and the first thing he tells me is "John Paul's in jail! hahahaa!" Allegedly for hitting my mother. Now, both he and my mum are big alcoholics, it doesn't surprise me that they got into a fight, chances are they got drunk and one thing lead to another, and someone started throwing punches, either way it doesn't matter who started it, he got done for it in the end lol.
It gets weirder too, on Monday, I get a phone call from his solicitor, who basically told me that if I didn't lie to the police, he'd be spending X-mas in prison. Which kinda fucking sucks, I don't like being put in a position like that, but fuck it, it's done now:\
I'll update more tomorrow, ain't got time now, night.
Thursday 4 December 2003
Interesting....no, not your b00bs...well, yes, they are interesting, but...
Weird, I actually had a mildly interesting day today 0_o
To start off, in Biology in school, we were doing this experiment that involved cutting up bits of potato and putting them in different concentrations of sugar solution. Simple really. Yet, we still manage to royally screw it up. Royally. :D
Heh, it was quite funny seeing one person after the other doing something incredibly stupid, or seeing my Biology teacher going even more insane. His name is Dr. Robbers, but sine I'm lazy, I'll just refer to him as Doc Bob from now on.
Anyway, to start off, he said that if anyone spilt any of the sugar stuff onto his desks, he'd make them clean t up with a toothbrush. Now, that's not too bad, that's just him trying to sound big, right? Well, he went one step further. He went and got a toothbrush that had ever single bristle, except 1, cut off. And then he proceeded to wander around the room shaking it at people...
When someone made a bit of a cock-up, which was so unbelievably stupid that we all had to laugh at him for like 20mins, Doc Bob just went to his desk, sat down, and cried, or possibly just pretended to cry to hide his laughter, I ain't sure, but he then said that his loon had more sense than anyone else in the room. Loon? wtf? Yeah, that's what I was thinking, until he took out this black doll thing that made a big screaming noise, and started to talk to it....
He's crazy.
ANYHOO, later on today, I was having a nice little chat with everyone when the light flickered. I looked at it and thought "Hmm, the last time I saw the light do that, we had a pow-" and the lights went out, and everything went dark:\
It was a big power cut, literally half the city was in darkness, but it was fixed in like an hour, so that wasn't too bad I guess, still a pain in the ass tho.
Heh heh, about 40mins after the power went out, the bitch phoned saying her power was out as well, so my dad phoned a taxi to go keep her company, because she was oh so scared of the dark. It was funny cuz the lights came back on literally as soon as the taxi arrived, heh heh.
Have you ever seen an air-freshener that has like a jelly stuff in it? Well, I accidentally put my hand in one today, and not knowing what it was, I went to smell my finger, me being the silly bastard that I am, I sniffed a bit too hard and part of the jelly crap went up my nose, which was bad enough, 'cept all I could smell was friggin' pine-cone for a couple of hours!
Oh and all of you, go download this song: Aphex Twin - Powerpill Pacman it's weird, in a good way :S
Lots and lots of other stuff happened today as well, some of it good, some of it not so good, and some of it bloddy fantastic (but I ain't allowed to tell you about that, not that I would anyway, it's private;) ) but I think this is a big enough update for now, hope you enjoyed reading this, and if you didn't...I don't care:P
To start off, in Biology in school, we were doing this experiment that involved cutting up bits of potato and putting them in different concentrations of sugar solution. Simple really. Yet, we still manage to royally screw it up. Royally. :D
Heh, it was quite funny seeing one person after the other doing something incredibly stupid, or seeing my Biology teacher going even more insane. His name is Dr. Robbers, but sine I'm lazy, I'll just refer to him as Doc Bob from now on.
Anyway, to start off, he said that if anyone spilt any of the sugar stuff onto his desks, he'd make them clean t up with a toothbrush. Now, that's not too bad, that's just him trying to sound big, right? Well, he went one step further. He went and got a toothbrush that had ever single bristle, except 1, cut off. And then he proceeded to wander around the room shaking it at people...
When someone made a bit of a cock-up, which was so unbelievably stupid that we all had to laugh at him for like 20mins, Doc Bob just went to his desk, sat down, and cried, or possibly just pretended to cry to hide his laughter, I ain't sure, but he then said that his loon had more sense than anyone else in the room. Loon? wtf? Yeah, that's what I was thinking, until he took out this black doll thing that made a big screaming noise, and started to talk to it....
He's crazy.
ANYHOO, later on today, I was having a nice little chat with everyone when the light flickered. I looked at it and thought "Hmm, the last time I saw the light do that, we had a pow-" and the lights went out, and everything went dark:\
It was a big power cut, literally half the city was in darkness, but it was fixed in like an hour, so that wasn't too bad I guess, still a pain in the ass tho.
Heh heh, about 40mins after the power went out, the bitch phoned saying her power was out as well, so my dad phoned a taxi to go keep her company, because she was oh so scared of the dark. It was funny cuz the lights came back on literally as soon as the taxi arrived, heh heh.
Have you ever seen an air-freshener that has like a jelly stuff in it? Well, I accidentally put my hand in one today, and not knowing what it was, I went to smell my finger, me being the silly bastard that I am, I sniffed a bit too hard and part of the jelly crap went up my nose, which was bad enough, 'cept all I could smell was friggin' pine-cone for a couple of hours!
Oh and all of you, go download this song: Aphex Twin - Powerpill Pacman it's weird, in a good way :S
Lots and lots of other stuff happened today as well, some of it good, some of it not so good, and some of it bloddy fantastic (but I ain't allowed to tell you about that, not that I would anyway, it's private;) ) but I think this is a big enough update for now, hope you enjoyed reading this, and if you didn't...I don't care:P
Tuesday 2 December 2003
Shit, no time for update!
Gotta be super quick here...er.....
Cut a mouse lead in ICT today, no real reason, just had a strange urge to vandalise school property. Me and another guy worked out that this year we've done about £300 worth of damage so far, and that's just through mice and CD-Rom drives, hehe.
We got Rambo's Phone Number! (Rambo = my business studies teacher).
He always keeps his phone in class, so tomorrow, we're gonna have a field day constantly ringing it, cuz he runs out of the room when it rings, heh heh heh, we're gonna have fun >:D
Spinkychan and Darkblade both had dreams about me last night, not quite sure how to take that, I'll just pretend they were highly erotic dreams for the hell of it, heh heh heh. I r t3h 3v1l. Not enough time for a proper sized update (which is a shame, i don't get to tell you all about the rampant sex I had today!...no really...), but screw you people, I'm tired, I'm going to bed, good night!
Cut a mouse lead in ICT today, no real reason, just had a strange urge to vandalise school property. Me and another guy worked out that this year we've done about £300 worth of damage so far, and that's just through mice and CD-Rom drives, hehe.
We got Rambo's Phone Number! (Rambo = my business studies teacher).
He always keeps his phone in class, so tomorrow, we're gonna have a field day constantly ringing it, cuz he runs out of the room when it rings, heh heh heh, we're gonna have fun >:D
Spinkychan and Darkblade both had dreams about me last night, not quite sure how to take that, I'll just pretend they were highly erotic dreams for the hell of it, heh heh heh. I r t3h 3v1l. Not enough time for a proper sized update (which is a shame, i don't get to tell you all about the rampant sex I had today!...no really...), but screw you people, I'm tired, I'm going to bed, good night!
Monday 1 December 2003
T3h upd4t3z0rs iz t3h 1337 544!
Er...yeah...
Anywayz, Lets see here, what all happened this weekend?
Erm...not much really, just sat back and relaxed, in other words I'm lazy and just could not be arsed doing anything :P.
I couldn't get the song "The stripper" out of my head today, worst part was when I was involuntarily humming it, took me a min or 2 to figure out why I was getting some odd looks...
School was fairly interesting today, started off well, I was late and rushing to get to class and I had to walk past a bunch of juniors and as I was walking past them, one of them said something to me (can't remember what it was, it was just some crappy slagging in order to make him look big in front of his mates) and without even thinking it, I stopped, turned around, walked back and raised my fist as if i was about to punch him (I wasn't really, I'd rather walk away than start a fight, I ain't a violent guy) and the poor kid shit himself, he tried to move back away from me, tripped over a couple of schoolbags and started shouting "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!!". That was enough, everyone just started laughing at him, hehe, serves the little bastard right. I very nearly shouted "PWNED!" at him, but then I came to my senses ("This is the real world, Steve")...
Sometime later, my business studies teacher said something odd to me. Now, I thought this guy hated me since he always picks on me, but when he asked me what it was I was reading (He makes us read the business section of the newspaper on Mondays, it's meant to help, but I'll be fucked if it's made a difference) I told him a bit about it, then he said that it would fall under a category that comes up next year, but then he said (This is the scary thing) "I doubt you'll be with us next year, Donaghy, which is a terrible shame because you're a bit of quality compared to the rest of this drab". Weird, I thought he hated me:\
Some time after that, near the end of the day, someone was annoying me, so when they weren't looking, I took out my pocket knife and cut the strap off of his bag, meaning he had to carry it around instead of just hanging it over his shoulder >:D. I have become so...evil...lately, and I think I know who to blame for that...
Anywayz, Lets see here, what all happened this weekend?
Erm...not much really, just sat back and relaxed, in other words I'm lazy and just could not be arsed doing anything :P.
I couldn't get the song "The stripper" out of my head today, worst part was when I was involuntarily humming it, took me a min or 2 to figure out why I was getting some odd looks...
School was fairly interesting today, started off well, I was late and rushing to get to class and I had to walk past a bunch of juniors and as I was walking past them, one of them said something to me (can't remember what it was, it was just some crappy slagging in order to make him look big in front of his mates) and without even thinking it, I stopped, turned around, walked back and raised my fist as if i was about to punch him (I wasn't really, I'd rather walk away than start a fight, I ain't a violent guy) and the poor kid shit himself, he tried to move back away from me, tripped over a couple of schoolbags and started shouting "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!!". That was enough, everyone just started laughing at him, hehe, serves the little bastard right. I very nearly shouted "PWNED!" at him, but then I came to my senses ("This is the real world, Steve")...
Sometime later, my business studies teacher said something odd to me. Now, I thought this guy hated me since he always picks on me, but when he asked me what it was I was reading (He makes us read the business section of the newspaper on Mondays, it's meant to help, but I'll be fucked if it's made a difference) I told him a bit about it, then he said that it would fall under a category that comes up next year, but then he said (This is the scary thing) "I doubt you'll be with us next year, Donaghy, which is a terrible shame because you're a bit of quality compared to the rest of this drab". Weird, I thought he hated me:\
Some time after that, near the end of the day, someone was annoying me, so when they weren't looking, I took out my pocket knife and cut the strap off of his bag, meaning he had to carry it around instead of just hanging it over his shoulder >:D. I have become so...evil...lately, and I think I know who to blame for that...
Saturday 29 November 2003
Thursday 27 November 2003
Thanksgiving is just an excuse to go out, eat loads of food and get pissed...sounds good to me!
Well, the food part does anyway. So lets see here, todays events...
Well, my ICT teacher is officially the dumbest person I know. The topic of discussion was security, y'know, different types (passwords, fingerprint scanners etc.) and he says "Well, in the pentagon, they have different security levels" and then he walked up the the white board and drew a pic of the pentagon. Sorta. He talked about it for like 20mins, and all anyone had to say was "Er..Sir...that's a hexagon...". What a retard.
Another interesting event was when a friend of mine was sitting next to me in chemistry, he started talking shit, and I really wasn't in the mood for it, so after about 5mins, I turned around to him and said "David, picture this, there's a horse, with a massive 12 inch cock pounding hard into your ass.." and continued describing this...event...(in graphic detail too) for a good 5mins. When I was done, he faced forward and said absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. Pwned.
I know, sick, but hey, it shut him up:)
Had I biology test today, piece of piss too, I reckon I did really well on that:D
My brother went home today, I would have went up to the airport with him to say goodbye, but that bitch wouldn't let me go, saying some bullshit about her not having insurance for 5 people (Me, her, my dad, my bro and his gf). My brother actually works for an insurance company, and he was saying that the "4 people" means "4 people as well as the driver" but did she listen? Like fuck she did. Bitch.
But enough about her, I don't care about her. And, despite my brother leaving for another year, I'm actually really happy, and I owe that to Michelle, I just hope she knows how happy she makes me at times:)
Well, my ICT teacher is officially the dumbest person I know. The topic of discussion was security, y'know, different types (passwords, fingerprint scanners etc.) and he says "Well, in the pentagon, they have different security levels" and then he walked up the the white board and drew a pic of the pentagon. Sorta. He talked about it for like 20mins, and all anyone had to say was "Er..Sir...that's a hexagon...". What a retard.
Another interesting event was when a friend of mine was sitting next to me in chemistry, he started talking shit, and I really wasn't in the mood for it, so after about 5mins, I turned around to him and said "David, picture this, there's a horse, with a massive 12 inch cock pounding hard into your ass.." and continued describing this...event...(in graphic detail too) for a good 5mins. When I was done, he faced forward and said absolutely nothing for the rest of the day. Pwned.
I know, sick, but hey, it shut him up:)
Had I biology test today, piece of piss too, I reckon I did really well on that:D
My brother went home today, I would have went up to the airport with him to say goodbye, but that bitch wouldn't let me go, saying some bullshit about her not having insurance for 5 people (Me, her, my dad, my bro and his gf). My brother actually works for an insurance company, and he was saying that the "4 people" means "4 people as well as the driver" but did she listen? Like fuck she did. Bitch.
But enough about her, I don't care about her. And, despite my brother leaving for another year, I'm actually really happy, and I owe that to Michelle, I just hope she knows how happy she makes me at times:)
Wednesday 26 November 2003
Phew, that was close...*gets exploded*
Well, lets see here, what have I been up to this past few days?
Well, as you all (should) know, my bro is visiting, and I've been spending a fair amount of time with him, which is cool, haven't seen him in ages, and well, this is about as close to being with my family at Christmas as I can get, he leaves tomorrow and I probably wont get to see him again until around this time next year.
Which basically means that on Christmas day, there will be me, my dad and that bitch, and with her there, it may as well not be Christmas since every time I look at her, I just wanna shoot her, I despise her so much, it's not even funny.
I mean, there's times when I really hate my dad, he can be so arrogant at times, but in general, he's a great dad, but when she's around, he's like a totally different person. It's hard to explain, I mean, my dad's personality seems to change when she's around. For instance, when she suggests something like going to some shitty animal shelter (She cares more about animals than humans, she'd sooner donate money to the RSPCA than to some foreign aid thing, where people are starving get food and stuff, I mean, the more I think about that, the more it seems like she's got her priorities a bit screwed up), he's like "Oh that's a great idea, I'd like that" but when she leaves the room, he usually grumbles something like "Fuck sake, why the fuck do I wanna go to some shitty fucking animal shelter, waste of fucking time" but would he ever say that to her? Would he even say something like "No, let's do something else"? Nope, he just agrees and nods and does everything she tells him to, which just pisses me off. Before anyone thinks of saying that that's exactly what I'm like with Michelle (Darkblade, I'm talking to you here), don't bother, cuz it's not, fuck knows how many time's I've told Michelle something that would generally make her pissed at me, but if I feel it needs to be said, I'll say it. Bah, I'm just pissed because the more I think about it, the more I realise how much Christmas is gonna suck cuz of that bitch, it sucked last year, it sucked the ear before that, it's sucked every year since my dad met her, and this year ain't gonna be any different, I'll just do what I always do and try to act excited and happy...
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not in a bad mood, in fact, I'm quite happy right now, I mean, my bro is here, I'm having a great time with him, things between me and Michelle are going great, and to top it all off, I just figured out something to do to my business studies teacher to really piss him off without him knowing who did it, heh heh heh. I'm not a malicious person normally, but he has it coming.
If all goes well, I'll post here the results of my little plan....>:D
Er...I was gonna write about all the stuff I've been up to this past few days, but that little rant kinda threw me off, so er...look forward to it in a later update, i.e. when fuck all happens and I've got nothing else to write about:P
Well, as you all (should) know, my bro is visiting, and I've been spending a fair amount of time with him, which is cool, haven't seen him in ages, and well, this is about as close to being with my family at Christmas as I can get, he leaves tomorrow and I probably wont get to see him again until around this time next year.
Which basically means that on Christmas day, there will be me, my dad and that bitch, and with her there, it may as well not be Christmas since every time I look at her, I just wanna shoot her, I despise her so much, it's not even funny.
I mean, there's times when I really hate my dad, he can be so arrogant at times, but in general, he's a great dad, but when she's around, he's like a totally different person. It's hard to explain, I mean, my dad's personality seems to change when she's around. For instance, when she suggests something like going to some shitty animal shelter (She cares more about animals than humans, she'd sooner donate money to the RSPCA than to some foreign aid thing, where people are starving get food and stuff, I mean, the more I think about that, the more it seems like she's got her priorities a bit screwed up), he's like "Oh that's a great idea, I'd like that" but when she leaves the room, he usually grumbles something like "Fuck sake, why the fuck do I wanna go to some shitty fucking animal shelter, waste of fucking time" but would he ever say that to her? Would he even say something like "No, let's do something else"? Nope, he just agrees and nods and does everything she tells him to, which just pisses me off. Before anyone thinks of saying that that's exactly what I'm like with Michelle (Darkblade, I'm talking to you here), don't bother, cuz it's not, fuck knows how many time's I've told Michelle something that would generally make her pissed at me, but if I feel it needs to be said, I'll say it. Bah, I'm just pissed because the more I think about it, the more I realise how much Christmas is gonna suck cuz of that bitch, it sucked last year, it sucked the ear before that, it's sucked every year since my dad met her, and this year ain't gonna be any different, I'll just do what I always do and try to act excited and happy...
Now don't get me wrong, I'm not in a bad mood, in fact, I'm quite happy right now, I mean, my bro is here, I'm having a great time with him, things between me and Michelle are going great, and to top it all off, I just figured out something to do to my business studies teacher to really piss him off without him knowing who did it, heh heh heh. I'm not a malicious person normally, but he has it coming.
If all goes well, I'll post here the results of my little plan....>:D
Er...I was gonna write about all the stuff I've been up to this past few days, but that little rant kinda threw me off, so er...look forward to it in a later update, i.e. when fuck all happens and I've got nothing else to write about:P
Saturday 22 November 2003
Dammit, there's just too much bestiality around here...
I swear, a certain person, who shall remain nameless, (I'll give you a hint, his name begins with T and ends in "oxin" or just "ox") are worrying me, first he sends me a guide on how to have sex with a dog, then he sends one on how to have sex with a horse, then he asks me this today "Dude, if you had a life and death choise, either you fuck the animal of your choise, or die, which animal would you pick?". I mean, he immediately assumes that I'd rather fuck an animal than die (It's true, but that's not the point). Tell you all what tho, if enough people post in a comment what they'd fuck/get fucked by (even anonymously if fine, mainly cuz I know who is who by the IP;) ), I'll think about posting my answer.
Now, enough of the gross stuff, for reading all that, I guess you deserve to read the rest of this.
About last nights post, don't worry about it, it's all sorted now and everything is hunky-dory once again:)
Michelle and I had a good long chat today about stuff, mainly the future, and It got me thinking a lot, but it wasn't bad or anything, I enjoyed it, and the more I think about it, the more I look forward to it all. I can hardly wait:)
My cool bro is visiting tomorrow, gotta get up early to meet him, he'll only be here for a few days, but it'll be good to see him, him and my dad are the only blood-related family of mine I actually give a shit about. In the past, When my dad was at work, He would take care of me cuz my mum was always drunk, and just used to sit on the sofa screaming and boozing, while my other bro just went out and got himself into shit. If it wasn't for Chris, I doubt I'd be here today, what a shame he's grown up and got himself a life far away, last time I saw him was back in august, he usually only visits once a year, around this time, so I guess I'm glad I got to see him earlier as well.
I got him a kick-ass Birthday/X-mas (His birthday was on the 14th of november, so we figured it'd be best waiting until he came over to get them, and since this is a big gift, It'll count towards his X-mas one as well) Prezzie on Friday too, and I know he'll like it, it's definitely the kinda thing he goes for. He like gadget type things and he likes Dr who, so I got him a remote control talking Dalek.
I got him the silver one, I wanted to get him the black one, but they didn't have it.
Also, according to the guy in the store, the factory in France that makes them burned down 2 weeks ago, and the 2 he had were the last 2 in Belfast, if that's true, then I was pretty lucky.
It's a fairly expensive Gift at £69.99, but I guess I owe it to him, and I don't mind paying for it, but I made a deliberate act of getting my other bro a shitty gift which will cost next to nothing, since he's such a cunt to me at times, oh and cuz he got me fuck all last year and fuck all for my birthday. In fact, on Friday, I lent hi £40, and he said "Cheers Steve, I'll get you a good X-mas gift!"
And without even thinking, I said "Ha! That'll make a change from last year!" which, as soon as I said it, I thought was kinda mean, but my dad just burst out laughing, and as soon as my bro left, he came up to me and said, still laughing, "Steve, that was brilliant, I'm Proud of you, you took the wind out of him!".
Hmm, this is probably the biggest update I've done in a while, but more to come too...
I got some bad news today, apparently, my biological mother is planning a visit tomorrow, since she hasn't seen Chris in like 4 years (He makes a point in "forgetting" to visit her when he visits me and my dad), so I gotta try and deal with that. If you think I hate My dad's gf, you have no idea how much I hate my real mum, I mean, she almost single handedly screwed up my childhood, and I'll never forgive her for that 'till the day she dies, which, if she keeps on drinking like she does, wont be long. I still gotta be nice to her because she's my mum apparently, well, according to my dad. When he says that to me, I always reply with something like "I'll start treating her like a mother when she starts acting like one" but I always end up being nice to her anyway. Fuck.
But I don't care now, I'm just gonna go to bed and dream nice happy thoughts about my future:)
Now, enough of the gross stuff, for reading all that, I guess you deserve to read the rest of this.
About last nights post, don't worry about it, it's all sorted now and everything is hunky-dory once again:)
Michelle and I had a good long chat today about stuff, mainly the future, and It got me thinking a lot, but it wasn't bad or anything, I enjoyed it, and the more I think about it, the more I look forward to it all. I can hardly wait:)
My cool bro is visiting tomorrow, gotta get up early to meet him, he'll only be here for a few days, but it'll be good to see him, him and my dad are the only blood-related family of mine I actually give a shit about. In the past, When my dad was at work, He would take care of me cuz my mum was always drunk, and just used to sit on the sofa screaming and boozing, while my other bro just went out and got himself into shit. If it wasn't for Chris, I doubt I'd be here today, what a shame he's grown up and got himself a life far away, last time I saw him was back in august, he usually only visits once a year, around this time, so I guess I'm glad I got to see him earlier as well.
I got him a kick-ass Birthday/X-mas (His birthday was on the 14th of november, so we figured it'd be best waiting until he came over to get them, and since this is a big gift, It'll count towards his X-mas one as well) Prezzie on Friday too, and I know he'll like it, it's definitely the kinda thing he goes for. He like gadget type things and he likes Dr who, so I got him a remote control talking Dalek.
I got him the silver one, I wanted to get him the black one, but they didn't have it.
Also, according to the guy in the store, the factory in France that makes them burned down 2 weeks ago, and the 2 he had were the last 2 in Belfast, if that's true, then I was pretty lucky.
It's a fairly expensive Gift at £69.99, but I guess I owe it to him, and I don't mind paying for it, but I made a deliberate act of getting my other bro a shitty gift which will cost next to nothing, since he's such a cunt to me at times, oh and cuz he got me fuck all last year and fuck all for my birthday. In fact, on Friday, I lent hi £40, and he said "Cheers Steve, I'll get you a good X-mas gift!"
And without even thinking, I said "Ha! That'll make a change from last year!" which, as soon as I said it, I thought was kinda mean, but my dad just burst out laughing, and as soon as my bro left, he came up to me and said, still laughing, "Steve, that was brilliant, I'm Proud of you, you took the wind out of him!".
Hmm, this is probably the biggest update I've done in a while, but more to come too...
I got some bad news today, apparently, my biological mother is planning a visit tomorrow, since she hasn't seen Chris in like 4 years (He makes a point in "forgetting" to visit her when he visits me and my dad), so I gotta try and deal with that. If you think I hate My dad's gf, you have no idea how much I hate my real mum, I mean, she almost single handedly screwed up my childhood, and I'll never forgive her for that 'till the day she dies, which, if she keeps on drinking like she does, wont be long. I still gotta be nice to her because she's my mum apparently, well, according to my dad. When he says that to me, I always reply with something like "I'll start treating her like a mother when she starts acting like one" but I always end up being nice to her anyway. Fuck.
But I don't care now, I'm just gonna go to bed and dream nice happy thoughts about my future:)
Friday 21 November 2003
Thursday 20 November 2003
Heh heh heh, I'm so screwed...
Got a chemistry test tomorrow, and do I know anything that's on it? Like hell I do! I am so screwed, heh.
Anyhoo, school was pretty good today. Nothing interesting happened or anything, but my Business studies teacher didn't show up, so it was a double free which really made my day, BS (oooh, the acronym of business studies suits it so well) is my most hated subject, not because it's hard or anything (in fact, it's piss easy), but because of the teacher I get, he's such a cunt, I think I've ranted about him before, so I'll not bother now. If you didn't read my rant on him before, just take my word on it - he's a cunt.
Erm...not much else happened, I guess that was the highlight of my day at school.
We put the Crimbo tree up today, i know it's a bit early, but it's cuz my bro is coming over on Sunday for a few days, so we thought it'd be nice to put it up for him to see.
And Tox is in a bitchy mood, must be the menapause...
This just in,
Police raided Michael Jacksons "Neverland" Ranch last night. They found class A drugs in the kitchen, class B drugs in the living room..............
And class 5C were found in the bedroom!
To the uninformed/semi retarded/blond/Americans out there, that was a joke. If you were ever in school, you would know that the people are divided up into groups, or "classes", and these are usually labelled a, b, c, etc., and the number represents your year. As an example, I am currently in 13S, year 13, group S. NOW do you get the joke?
Now, I'm going to bed to sleeeeeeeep, good night all.
Anyhoo, school was pretty good today. Nothing interesting happened or anything, but my Business studies teacher didn't show up, so it was a double free which really made my day, BS (oooh, the acronym of business studies suits it so well) is my most hated subject, not because it's hard or anything (in fact, it's piss easy), but because of the teacher I get, he's such a cunt, I think I've ranted about him before, so I'll not bother now. If you didn't read my rant on him before, just take my word on it - he's a cunt.
Erm...not much else happened, I guess that was the highlight of my day at school.
We put the Crimbo tree up today, i know it's a bit early, but it's cuz my bro is coming over on Sunday for a few days, so we thought it'd be nice to put it up for him to see.
And Tox is in a bitchy mood, must be the menapause...
This just in,
Police raided Michael Jacksons "Neverland" Ranch last night. They found class A drugs in the kitchen, class B drugs in the living room..............
And class 5C were found in the bedroom!
To the uninformed/semi retarded/blond/Americans out there, that was a joke. If you were ever in school, you would know that the people are divided up into groups, or "classes", and these are usually labelled a, b, c, etc., and the number represents your year. As an example, I am currently in 13S, year 13, group S. NOW do you get the joke?
Now, I'm going to bed to sleeeeeeeep, good night all.
Wednesday 19 November 2003
Quickie
Crappy day today, not a lot happened.
I would make a bigger entry, but all that talk about sex made me forget about the time, So erm...that's it.
I would make a bigger entry, but all that talk about sex made me forget about the time, So erm...that's it.
Oh what the heck, one more...
These things are bloddy accurate...
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
heheheheheh, I'm a heretic, who wants to touch me?
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | High |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | High |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Moderate |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Low |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Low |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Very High |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Moderate |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Moderate |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Low |
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
heheheheheh, I'm a heretic, who wants to touch me?
Couple of personality tests....
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Low |
| Schizoid: | Moderate |
| Schizotypal: | Low |
| Antisocial: | Low |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | Low |
| Narcissistic: | Low |
| Avoidant: | Moderate |
| Dependent: | Moderate |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Low |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
And well...don't this one just take the biscuit...
Protector
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Says a lot, don't it?
Tuesday 18 November 2003
I remember now!
Remember the other day I said that there was something else I was gonna post, but couldn't remember about it?
Well, I finally remembered what it was.
Last Saturday, some guy came to the door, now, before I opened the door, I could see he was holding a bunch of leaflets, and since there's some big election here, I immediately knew what he wanted, a vote.
Now, I opened the door, and looked and the leaflets he was holding, they were for the SDLP, the "Social Democratic and Labour Party", but me being the bastard I am, just looked at him and said "SDLP eh? That's the Stoop Down Low Party, isn't it?".
Needless to say, he was not amused.
That was fair enough, until later on my dad was watching the news and I just happened to be passing the TV when I looked and saw the exact same guy, I asked my dad "Who is that" and his reply was "Oh him? He's the leader of the SDLP". So there you have it, I pissed off a fairly important politician, not just any politician either, the LEADER of a fairly important political party, and all from the comfort of my own home, too. I feel so proud:D
Now, onto more recent events...
I got about half an hour's sleep last night, some things have a habit of playing on my mind (check yesterdays post to see why) and so I was pretty tired today, it didn't hit me at first, only at about like 7 or 8pm. And when I'm tired, I have a habit of talking lots of shit, which I did. There was something I wanted to tell Michelle, it was in my head, but I couldn't find the words to describe it, still can't, so I basically made an arse out of myself trying (and failing) to say it.
Oh well, it'll come to me eventually...
Now for a rant..
Darkblade, you posted on my journal last night this:
"Damn....i reckognise that smell....*sniff*....smells like....bullshit.
*looks under matress for some attention*"
Now, it's like this, I'm tired, not had a great day, and well, I'm gonna take it all out on you.
You have a problem with Michelle and me, you made that clear long ago, but here's the thing, I don't give a flying fuck what you think, I've had enough of your shit, you seem to think that that whole thing with Russ was all made up for some reason, yet what have you go to prove this? I've known the guy for months now, problem is, he's blocked me twice for no reason, so I e-mailed him and asked what I had done, a few hours later Michelle comes on and says (in her EXACT words): "just letting u know Russ told me to tell you he is jealous *shrugs* whats he talking bout?" You're just saying that because you hate Michelle, so just fuck off and leave me alone about it.
Now, if I've got the wrong end of the stick here, by all means, lets duke it out on msn or whatever, but in future, if you're not gonna say anything nice, don't bother saying anything at all.
-Kushan the cat, very tired and very pissed, signing out.
Well, I finally remembered what it was.
Last Saturday, some guy came to the door, now, before I opened the door, I could see he was holding a bunch of leaflets, and since there's some big election here, I immediately knew what he wanted, a vote.
Now, I opened the door, and looked and the leaflets he was holding, they were for the SDLP, the "Social Democratic and Labour Party", but me being the bastard I am, just looked at him and said "SDLP eh? That's the Stoop Down Low Party, isn't it?".
Needless to say, he was not amused.
That was fair enough, until later on my dad was watching the news and I just happened to be passing the TV when I looked and saw the exact same guy, I asked my dad "Who is that" and his reply was "Oh him? He's the leader of the SDLP". So there you have it, I pissed off a fairly important politician, not just any politician either, the LEADER of a fairly important political party, and all from the comfort of my own home, too. I feel so proud:D
Now, onto more recent events...
I got about half an hour's sleep last night, some things have a habit of playing on my mind (check yesterdays post to see why) and so I was pretty tired today, it didn't hit me at first, only at about like 7 or 8pm. And when I'm tired, I have a habit of talking lots of shit, which I did. There was something I wanted to tell Michelle, it was in my head, but I couldn't find the words to describe it, still can't, so I basically made an arse out of myself trying (and failing) to say it.
Oh well, it'll come to me eventually...
Now for a rant..
Darkblade, you posted on my journal last night this:
"Damn....i reckognise that smell....*sniff*....smells like....bullshit.
*looks under matress for some attention*"
Now, it's like this, I'm tired, not had a great day, and well, I'm gonna take it all out on you.
You have a problem with Michelle and me, you made that clear long ago, but here's the thing, I don't give a flying fuck what you think, I've had enough of your shit, you seem to think that that whole thing with Russ was all made up for some reason, yet what have you go to prove this? I've known the guy for months now, problem is, he's blocked me twice for no reason, so I e-mailed him and asked what I had done, a few hours later Michelle comes on and says (in her EXACT words): "just letting u know Russ told me to tell you he is jealous *shrugs* whats he talking bout?" You're just saying that because you hate Michelle, so just fuck off and leave me alone about it.
Now, if I've got the wrong end of the stick here, by all means, lets duke it out on msn or whatever, but in future, if you're not gonna say anything nice, don't bother saying anything at all.
-Kushan the cat, very tired and very pissed, signing out.
Monday 17 November 2003
Things just get complicated
You ever have one of those days when all of a sudden things get really complicated?
Happened to me today, but more on that later, save the best 'till last, so to speak.
Erm...funny incident in Biology today, our teacher was talking about something Biology related, and he then said "So your homework tonight is quite obvious, it's to go out and buy "Bo selecta" series 2 on DVD" for no reason what so ever, then he said that it should be a national holiday so everyone could go out and buy it:\
To the average person, that might not seem too weird, but you don't know my Biology teacher, he's one of those people who strives to be perfect, the kinda guy who makes a fuss about putting the lid on the pritt stick properly "Make sure it CLICKS!" kinda like Monica from friends, apparently, not the kinda guy you would associate with the likes of Bo' selecta. (I'm not sure if they have that show in America and such, if you don't, then you've just wasted your time reading all that:P)
Now, about the complicatedness, actually, no, I'll make you all wait a tad longer, I'm in an evil mood>:D
I was playing a Mod that a friend made yesterday online with him. Now, it's his mod, he made it (It's called RA2:Renegade go look it up) and it was my first time playing it at all, and I STILL managed to win:D
In fact, I didn't just win, I PWNED him:D
Ok, time for the complicatedness. Michelle has this friend of hers, a guy called Russ, they've known each other for years now and as it turns out, he has feelings for Michelle too, which basically put me in one hell of a position, as I wasn't 100% sure on how Michelle felt about him. Do I tell her and risk loosing her forever or do I say nothing and hope he doesn't ever tell her?
Well, the observant ones out there will notice that since I'm posting this, I must have told her about him. I wasn't sure what to do, but then that saying came into my head, you know the one, I'm not sure of its exact wording, but it's something like "If you truly love someone, then let them go, if they come back to you, then they're yours to have forever". I know it's not exactly letting go of her, but it's close enough for me, and well, she's still there, I held up my side of the saying (By telling her, i.e. letting her go in a way), so lets hope the other side of it is true as well :)
Happened to me today, but more on that later, save the best 'till last, so to speak.
Erm...funny incident in Biology today, our teacher was talking about something Biology related, and he then said "So your homework tonight is quite obvious, it's to go out and buy "Bo selecta" series 2 on DVD" for no reason what so ever, then he said that it should be a national holiday so everyone could go out and buy it:\
To the average person, that might not seem too weird, but you don't know my Biology teacher, he's one of those people who strives to be perfect, the kinda guy who makes a fuss about putting the lid on the pritt stick properly "Make sure it CLICKS!" kinda like Monica from friends, apparently, not the kinda guy you would associate with the likes of Bo' selecta. (I'm not sure if they have that show in America and such, if you don't, then you've just wasted your time reading all that:P)
Now, about the complicatedness, actually, no, I'll make you all wait a tad longer, I'm in an evil mood>:D
I was playing a Mod that a friend made yesterday online with him. Now, it's his mod, he made it (It's called RA2:Renegade go look it up) and it was my first time playing it at all, and I STILL managed to win:D
In fact, I didn't just win, I PWNED him:D
Ok, time for the complicatedness. Michelle has this friend of hers, a guy called Russ, they've known each other for years now and as it turns out, he has feelings for Michelle too, which basically put me in one hell of a position, as I wasn't 100% sure on how Michelle felt about him. Do I tell her and risk loosing her forever or do I say nothing and hope he doesn't ever tell her?
Well, the observant ones out there will notice that since I'm posting this, I must have told her about him. I wasn't sure what to do, but then that saying came into my head, you know the one, I'm not sure of its exact wording, but it's something like "If you truly love someone, then let them go, if they come back to you, then they're yours to have forever". I know it's not exactly letting go of her, but it's close enough for me, and well, she's still there, I held up my side of the saying (By telling her, i.e. letting her go in a way), so lets hope the other side of it is true as well :)
Sunday 16 November 2003
There should be a law against eating too much Pizza...
It just occurred to me, I've had Pizza for dinner 4 times this week:\
Now, they were all different types, on Monday it was like an oven based pizza, on Wednesday it was a microwave mini-pizza thing, and on Friday it was a take away Pizza thing. It should be illegal to eat that Much Pizza...
Although, I'm not going to turn into a fat(ter) slob, the days in between I didn't eat anything, 'cept for me Ham and cheese Bap I get at lunch time at school, but that's more of a ritual thing.
Oh, how could I forget to mention the semi-good news! Kathleen, that evil bitch woman I hate, has some sort of an operation due in December to remove some growth or something, I know it sounds evil and nasty, but I'm kinda hoping something goes wrong, I want the bitch to suffer like she's made me suffer over the years. Only problem is it's right before Christmas, and if she like died or whatever, my dad would be in a pretty crappy mood, and I don't want that at Christmas, one thing I'll give that cow, she makes him happy...
There was something else I meant to post, but it's gone now, ah well, it'll probably come to me tomorrow...
Oh and Vladivistock is now referring to himself as "Kushan's boyfriend". I'm scared...
Now, they were all different types, on Monday it was like an oven based pizza, on Wednesday it was a microwave mini-pizza thing, and on Friday it was a take away Pizza thing. It should be illegal to eat that Much Pizza...
Although, I'm not going to turn into a fat(ter) slob, the days in between I didn't eat anything, 'cept for me Ham and cheese Bap I get at lunch time at school, but that's more of a ritual thing.
Oh, how could I forget to mention the semi-good news! Kathleen, that evil bitch woman I hate, has some sort of an operation due in December to remove some growth or something, I know it sounds evil and nasty, but I'm kinda hoping something goes wrong, I want the bitch to suffer like she's made me suffer over the years. Only problem is it's right before Christmas, and if she like died or whatever, my dad would be in a pretty crappy mood, and I don't want that at Christmas, one thing I'll give that cow, she makes him happy...
There was something else I meant to post, but it's gone now, ah well, it'll probably come to me tomorrow...
Oh and Vladivistock is now referring to himself as "Kushan's boyfriend". I'm scared...
Saturday 15 November 2003
Saturday 8 November 2003
I'm a walking premonition!
Really really weird, on friday morning, It starts off bad, revolutions is only 51.4% finished when it should have been done and when I came home from school, it was STILL 51.4% done, turns out the tracker got screwed or something, so I had to redownload the whole bloddy thing again that day. Also, at school, things wern't much better, my business studies teacher really doesn't like me, JUST me, he's a real prick, seems to like constantly picking on me in the class for no fucking reason, I'm seriously concidering dropping that class, shame I didn't think of it earlier or could have moved to the other business studies class, where the teacher actually TEACHES the class instead of just bitching and reading the newspaper every day...
Even dinner sucked, it looked and tasted like crap, althuough it wasn't anyone's fault, it was some new thing my dad was trying, needless to say, he wont be trying it again, even the cats didn't like it, and they're fat bastards that eat everything:\
And a whole bunch of other shit happened to me to make it all worse, but surprisingly, I didn't have the worst day, I think ACK probably did, his gf died and he seems pretty heartbroken, poor guy, although, it did remind me that even though I had a generally shitty day, I've still got Michelle, and boy am I happy about that. Strange tho, it seems that whenever I have a bad day, everyone else has one...odd...
Onto saturday...
Actually was a pretty good day all in all. My dad took me down with him to B&Q (It's a hardware store), he was looking for a Job there and he thought it might be worth me going as well since I'm currently jobless (btw spinkychan, you might just wanna ignore the rest of this) anyway, my dad walks in the front door and spots a member of staff way at the back, he walks up to the girl and says "Hey Philis" and she's like "Oh Hi John, want a Job?" , so he says "Aye, that'd be great, oh and this is my son, he'd like one too" and she's like "Aye, no problem, gimmie your address and I'll have a word" and I'm like standing there completely bemused. That's a thing about my dad, he knows EVERYONE, everywhere you go with him, all these random people know him and start talking to him, while I stand there feeling like a spare dick:\
erm...big large gap of nothing for a while, then I spend 3 hours playing TS with Michelle, which was hella fun, then that leads me here, to the blog.Ok, time for some psychic future telling!
I see....I see....I see a bed....yes, a bed...with..with me in it...yes, there's a bed with me in it, that can only mean one thing, good night!
Even dinner sucked, it looked and tasted like crap, althuough it wasn't anyone's fault, it was some new thing my dad was trying, needless to say, he wont be trying it again, even the cats didn't like it, and they're fat bastards that eat everything:\
And a whole bunch of other shit happened to me to make it all worse, but surprisingly, I didn't have the worst day, I think ACK probably did, his gf died and he seems pretty heartbroken, poor guy, although, it did remind me that even though I had a generally shitty day, I've still got Michelle, and boy am I happy about that. Strange tho, it seems that whenever I have a bad day, everyone else has one...odd...
Onto saturday...
Actually was a pretty good day all in all. My dad took me down with him to B&Q (It's a hardware store), he was looking for a Job there and he thought it might be worth me going as well since I'm currently jobless (btw spinkychan, you might just wanna ignore the rest of this) anyway, my dad walks in the front door and spots a member of staff way at the back, he walks up to the girl and says "Hey Philis" and she's like "Oh Hi John, want a Job?" , so he says "Aye, that'd be great, oh and this is my son, he'd like one too" and she's like "Aye, no problem, gimmie your address and I'll have a word" and I'm like standing there completely bemused. That's a thing about my dad, he knows EVERYONE, everywhere you go with him, all these random people know him and start talking to him, while I stand there feeling like a spare dick:\
erm...big large gap of nothing for a while, then I spend 3 hours playing TS with Michelle, which was hella fun, then that leads me here, to the blog.Ok, time for some psychic future telling!
I see....I see....I see a bed....yes, a bed...with..with me in it...yes, there's a bed with me in it, that can only mean one thing, good night!
Thursday 6 November 2003
Hyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyypeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer!!!
Weird, I got almost no sleep last night at all, Kept having bad thoughts (hard to explain, so I wont bother). There's something on my mind, but oddly, I don't know what it is, I can't explain it, it's bothering me whatever it is, but I...just don't know what exactly it IS...only thing I'm sure of is that it involves Michelle in some way, which is even odder, as things are still going great, the only thing I can think of is that maybe I'm afraid of loosing her in some way, that's the only plausible thing that could be doing this to me. Ah well, it'll probably pass in a few days or so.
Really weird thing about me is the less sleep I get, the more Hyper I get as the day goes on. In the morning, I'll be screwed, but by lunch time I'm be hyper as hell, heck, first period after lunch when my name was called in the role, instead of answering with "Here Sir", I shouted out "Ow!" (Like Michael Jackson in Bo selecta...) which game me some odd looks, but what the hey, odd looks for an odd person I guess:\
I happened to be browsing a bit torrent site when I noticed they had just put up Matrix: Revolutions, I must have been one of the first to see it cuz at the time there was NO-ONE leeching and just a single seed, damn that was good timing. Half an hour later, there was 3 seeds and 1000+ people leeching. SOme time after that, it jumped to 6 seeds/4000+ leeching. And I was one of the first, boo-ya....damn, I'm sad, I'm getting trippy over noticing a download before anyone else..hmm, yup, definitely hyper.
Speaking of revolutions, all my friends are all bastards, the whole day today they kept dropping little hints about the film. When I say little, I mean they basically screamed all of the major events into my face, so I already know ow it ends, who lives, who dies, who falls in love with who, etc. etc. Bastards, all of them...
Well, it's late, and I wouldn't have done this update 'cept I was ordered to lol, ah well, off to bed and hopefully revolutions will be done by the morning, if it's not, someone will pay dearly....Me probably...
Really weird thing about me is the less sleep I get, the more Hyper I get as the day goes on. In the morning, I'll be screwed, but by lunch time I'm be hyper as hell, heck, first period after lunch when my name was called in the role, instead of answering with "Here Sir", I shouted out "Ow!" (Like Michael Jackson in Bo selecta...) which game me some odd looks, but what the hey, odd looks for an odd person I guess:\
I happened to be browsing a bit torrent site when I noticed they had just put up Matrix: Revolutions, I must have been one of the first to see it cuz at the time there was NO-ONE leeching and just a single seed, damn that was good timing. Half an hour later, there was 3 seeds and 1000+ people leeching. SOme time after that, it jumped to 6 seeds/4000+ leeching. And I was one of the first, boo-ya....damn, I'm sad, I'm getting trippy over noticing a download before anyone else..hmm, yup, definitely hyper.
Speaking of revolutions, all my friends are all bastards, the whole day today they kept dropping little hints about the film. When I say little, I mean they basically screamed all of the major events into my face, so I already know ow it ends, who lives, who dies, who falls in love with who, etc. etc. Bastards, all of them...
Well, it's late, and I wouldn't have done this update 'cept I was ordered to lol, ah well, off to bed and hopefully revolutions will be done by the morning, if it's not, someone will pay dearly....Me probably...
Wednesday 5 November 2003
Well...that was odd...
I watched "Phonebooth" today, a film my dad rented a while ago, I only watched the first 5mins of it then (I think he rented it on september 26th, and well, I had other things to do back then;) ) and it looked good so I figured I'd watch it, it was pretty good, definitely worth watching if you've got nothing else to do.
I got some great news today, my really cool bro is visiting again at the end of this month, that'll be the second time this year, which is odd, he usually only visits once a year at the most, I've got the feeling something's up, nothing bad, just he's been engaged to his gf for over a year now, nearly 2 in fact, so I reckon maybe they've set a date or something and have decided to come over to tell everyone. Or maybe he just misses us, I duno, either way it'll be good to see him.
On that note, my dad was saying how he plans to take everyone out for a meal when he arrives, he asked me "Last time he was here, did we have T-bone steak or sirloins?" and my reply was "Sirloin, we've never had T-bone" and there was a look of shock on my dads face, then he said "Y..you've never had a T-bone steak?" and I'm like "Nope, never" so he sits back and thinks for a min and says "Well, we can't have that, next monday I'm gonna go out and get us some nice big Juicy T-bone steaks!" so er..my dad has a steak fetish or something...
Michelle hasn't been on as much lately, which I suppose is a good thing in a way, it always helps to do other things I suppose, but still I miss her at times...
Anyway, I'm going to bed now, school tomorrow, good night.
I got some great news today, my really cool bro is visiting again at the end of this month, that'll be the second time this year, which is odd, he usually only visits once a year at the most, I've got the feeling something's up, nothing bad, just he's been engaged to his gf for over a year now, nearly 2 in fact, so I reckon maybe they've set a date or something and have decided to come over to tell everyone. Or maybe he just misses us, I duno, either way it'll be good to see him.
On that note, my dad was saying how he plans to take everyone out for a meal when he arrives, he asked me "Last time he was here, did we have T-bone steak or sirloins?" and my reply was "Sirloin, we've never had T-bone" and there was a look of shock on my dads face, then he said "Y..you've never had a T-bone steak?" and I'm like "Nope, never" so he sits back and thinks for a min and says "Well, we can't have that, next monday I'm gonna go out and get us some nice big Juicy T-bone steaks!" so er..my dad has a steak fetish or something...
Michelle hasn't been on as much lately, which I suppose is a good thing in a way, it always helps to do other things I suppose, but still I miss her at times...
Anyway, I'm going to bed now, school tomorrow, good night.
Tuesday 4 November 2003
Random0rz peoplez0rz
/me has gotta stop with the "0rz" stuff. /me is emoting himself. /me does not know why.
/me will stop emoting himself now. Ahh, there we go.
Now, onto today's events!
Managed to swindle a second day off of school, which is a plus, and to make it better, tomorrow is a holy day or some crap like that, so we get a day off, how cool is that?
Y'see, killing saints DOES have a purpose after all, to get kids off of school:D
In case you didn't realize, I go to a christian school. Yes, me of all people, I'm the kinda guy who doesn't just not believe in God, I'd punch the guy if I ever met him. Heh, bastard.
While downloading a shit load of songs for Grendies today, some guy messaged me through Kazaa, he said "Hi mum", so er, how could I resist replying to that?
Anyhoo, we got talking and eventually, he added me to his msn list thingy, and we talked some more, the guy's german, so he had a bit of a hard time understanding some of the things I was saying. But then, the fact that he's german probably didn't affect that, hell, sometimes I don't even know what the fuck I'm talking about lol. He seems a nice guy tho, he made me download this german song, "schandmaul - Herren der Wind". Now, I havn't a clue what the hell they're singing about, but that song is now stuck in my head, go download it from Kazaa and have a listen, see if I'm just nuts or not. Heh, y'know, it's probably not a good idea to talk to random people like that, but what the hell, I never was one for good ideas.
Speaking of downloading, a file that I've had on download in Kazaa for the past 6 months FINALLY finished today, it was only a 200Mb file, but literally no-one on Kazaa seemed to have it, and I couldn't find it anywhere else, but I got it in the end, that's all that matters now...
It was the third and final episode of one of my favorite Anime's of all time, "Cyber city oedo 808", if you like anime, I highly recommend that one (and no, it's not more tentacle pr0n as someone, who shall remain nameless *cough*Michelle*cough*, pointed out).
Erm...apart from that, can't say anything special happened, erm..dad bought a new kettle, not because we needed one, but cuz this one glows when the water boils... er..yup, that's about it for now.
/me will stop emoting himself now. Ahh, there we go.
Now, onto today's events!
Managed to swindle a second day off of school, which is a plus, and to make it better, tomorrow is a holy day or some crap like that, so we get a day off, how cool is that?
Y'see, killing saints DOES have a purpose after all, to get kids off of school:D
In case you didn't realize, I go to a christian school. Yes, me of all people, I'm the kinda guy who doesn't just not believe in God, I'd punch the guy if I ever met him. Heh, bastard.
While downloading a shit load of songs for Grendies today, some guy messaged me through Kazaa, he said "Hi mum", so er, how could I resist replying to that?
Anyhoo, we got talking and eventually, he added me to his msn list thingy, and we talked some more, the guy's german, so he had a bit of a hard time understanding some of the things I was saying. But then, the fact that he's german probably didn't affect that, hell, sometimes I don't even know what the fuck I'm talking about lol. He seems a nice guy tho, he made me download this german song, "schandmaul - Herren der Wind". Now, I havn't a clue what the hell they're singing about, but that song is now stuck in my head, go download it from Kazaa and have a listen, see if I'm just nuts or not. Heh, y'know, it's probably not a good idea to talk to random people like that, but what the hell, I never was one for good ideas.
Speaking of downloading, a file that I've had on download in Kazaa for the past 6 months FINALLY finished today, it was only a 200Mb file, but literally no-one on Kazaa seemed to have it, and I couldn't find it anywhere else, but I got it in the end, that's all that matters now...
It was the third and final episode of one of my favorite Anime's of all time, "Cyber city oedo 808", if you like anime, I highly recommend that one (and no, it's not more tentacle pr0n as someone, who shall remain nameless *cough*Michelle*cough*, pointed out).
Erm...apart from that, can't say anything special happened, erm..dad bought a new kettle, not because we needed one, but cuz this one glows when the water boils... er..yup, that's about it for now.
Sunday 2 November 2003
Letz updatz0rz!
Lets see, today's events....hmm...
Not much really, spent most of the time fiddling with Photoshop CS (Photoshop 8 to those not in the know). It seems practically the same as Photoshop 6, which is what I was using before.
Still, it's nice to have the latest software, especially since I didn't pay for it (Thank you, Bit torrent, thank you):D.
I still feel like crap, in fact, I feel worse, I might try to take tomorrow off, cuz I really don't feel up to it, and it's not like I've missed a day yet...
EDIT: Oh and something humoured me, I was looking at someone's blog when I noticed this fairly large blank area at the top of the page, then at the bottom of it in small text it said "This blank space brought to you by Google".
Not much really, spent most of the time fiddling with Photoshop CS (Photoshop 8 to those not in the know). It seems practically the same as Photoshop 6, which is what I was using before.
Still, it's nice to have the latest software, especially since I didn't pay for it (Thank you, Bit torrent, thank you):D.
I still feel like crap, in fact, I feel worse, I might try to take tomorrow off, cuz I really don't feel up to it, and it's not like I've missed a day yet...
EDIT: Oh and something humoured me, I was looking at someone's blog when I noticed this fairly large blank area at the top of the page, then at the bottom of it in small text it said "This blank space brought to you by Google".
Saturday 1 November 2003
Hmm...havn't updated this thing in a while...
I gotta get back into the habit of updating this thing every day or I'll end up forgetting about it...or I'll get shouted at...or both...
Anyway, lets see, what all's happened recently...erm...actually, some interesting events did occur.
On friday, I was told that I had a job, and began on saturday, needless to say, I wans't happy, I don't mind the fact that it's that shit job stripping plastic I had before, just it's not nice only being told the day before.
Anyway, so I go anyway, it was the 6:30am - 2:30pm shift. The day wasn't going too bad, until about 12 when I needed to take a dump, so I went to the toilet, however, when I walk out, there's this guy standing there and he shouts at me"How long have you been in there!?" and I'm like "Uhh, about 10mins" (Which is fair enough for a dump, heck twice that is fair enough, some things just can't be rushed) and he shouts back saying "Actually, you've been in there for 15mins, which is too long, so we're sending you home, go sign out NOW!" so erm, there you go, I got sacked on the first day cuz I spent 5mins too long taking a dump:\
Ah well, the Job sucked anyway, and they Pay was even worse, so I'm not bothered about loosing it, it's just WHY I lost it that ticked me off, plus I wasn't feeling too good as it was...
Oh well, no worries, I'm not fussed about losing the Job, so I guess it's all ok in the end.
Oh and Michelle? I love you :)
Anyway, lets see, what all's happened recently...erm...actually, some interesting events did occur.
On friday, I was told that I had a job, and began on saturday, needless to say, I wans't happy, I don't mind the fact that it's that shit job stripping plastic I had before, just it's not nice only being told the day before.
Anyway, so I go anyway, it was the 6:30am - 2:30pm shift. The day wasn't going too bad, until about 12 when I needed to take a dump, so I went to the toilet, however, when I walk out, there's this guy standing there and he shouts at me"How long have you been in there!?" and I'm like "Uhh, about 10mins" (Which is fair enough for a dump, heck twice that is fair enough, some things just can't be rushed) and he shouts back saying "Actually, you've been in there for 15mins, which is too long, so we're sending you home, go sign out NOW!" so erm, there you go, I got sacked on the first day cuz I spent 5mins too long taking a dump:\
Ah well, the Job sucked anyway, and they Pay was even worse, so I'm not bothered about loosing it, it's just WHY I lost it that ticked me off, plus I wasn't feeling too good as it was...
Oh well, no worries, I'm not fussed about losing the Job, so I guess it's all ok in the end.
Oh and Michelle? I love you :)
Wednesday 29 October 2003
Ok, last one, may as well make it a good one!
R...r...riiiiiiight..........
Less said about that one the better methinks....
Nearly done, I promise....
Well, I've obviously gotta be the pirate dude, me and sheep just don't mix...much...
Damn these meme's, they're so damn addictive...
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| built_to_cry gives you 5 dark green root beer-flavoured gummy worms. |
| evilpete tricks you! You get a used tissue. |
| nozzy gives you 9 pink blueberry-flavoured hard candies. |
| spinkychan gives you 5 pink blueberry-flavoured pieces of taffy. |
| tolly1989 tricks you! You lose 22 pieces of candy! |
| toxinv2 gives you 13 tan cherry-flavoured pieces of taffy. |
| Kushan ends up with 19 pieces of candy, a toothbrush, and a used tissue. |
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Monday 27 October 2003
Thankfully, she's not mad enough to rip my balls off...yet...
Well, I went through the whole weekend without updating, and what does that mean? Apart from the fact that I'm lazy? Well...it doesn't mean anything, I was actually just too damn lazy to update^_^
Fair amount of stuff happened I guess. Lets see here, I'm still playing Halo, personally I don't see what all the fuss is about, I mean, it's a good game and all, but nothing special as far as I can see, but then the PC has always had the best FPS's (If you mention Goldeneye, I'll personally shoot you). Even the storyline in Halo is nothing spectacular, the most startling thing in the Plot is the "Flood", which are basically other aliens that mutate other aliens and humans into stronger mutated things. And how do they mutate things? With the help of these little slug type things that are really fast and latch onto your face, which is basically a rip off from those things in Half life, which is basically a rip off from Alien, which has no doubt been ripped off from somewhere else...
Played a good lot of renalert too, it's good fun, although it's starting to get a little tedious with only 2 maps worth playing, they need to update more to keep people interested, nothing major, just the odd little post saying "Look what we've got planned for the next patch".
Speaking of renalert, I had a conversation with ACK last night. Note the word conversation.
I guess he's not as bad as I originally once thought, although I think he's a little abrupt at times and a little big-headed, but I guess he's ok when you get to know him a little better...
Half of the people who supposedly read my journal all asked me why I wasn't at school. If they'd read this thing, then they'd realize that I have the whole week off:D
Well, that's all I can think of for now, I'll tell you all some more later as I remember it;)
Fair amount of stuff happened I guess. Lets see here, I'm still playing Halo, personally I don't see what all the fuss is about, I mean, it's a good game and all, but nothing special as far as I can see, but then the PC has always had the best FPS's (If you mention Goldeneye, I'll personally shoot you). Even the storyline in Halo is nothing spectacular, the most startling thing in the Plot is the "Flood", which are basically other aliens that mutate other aliens and humans into stronger mutated things. And how do they mutate things? With the help of these little slug type things that are really fast and latch onto your face, which is basically a rip off from those things in Half life, which is basically a rip off from Alien, which has no doubt been ripped off from somewhere else...
Played a good lot of renalert too, it's good fun, although it's starting to get a little tedious with only 2 maps worth playing, they need to update more to keep people interested, nothing major, just the odd little post saying "Look what we've got planned for the next patch".
Speaking of renalert, I had a conversation with ACK last night. Note the word conversation.
I guess he's not as bad as I originally once thought, although I think he's a little abrupt at times and a little big-headed, but I guess he's ok when you get to know him a little better...
Half of the people who supposedly read my journal all asked me why I wasn't at school. If they'd read this thing, then they'd realize that I have the whole week off:D
Well, that's all I can think of for now, I'll tell you all some more later as I remember it;)
Thursday 23 October 2003
Time for that fuck-off huge update...
It's 2:30am, I'm tired, I've had a bad day, and I want to go to bed, but I have to do this fugging thing or I wont get peace tomorrow. Heh, nah, it's not that bad, and I suppose I should be happy that people take an interest in my life...
Now, where was I this morning before I had to run? Ah yes, I was saying how I think to much. Well, it makes sense, I always end up getting worried by crap because I think too much about them, I mean, for example, I could say something to Michelle and her reaction would not be how I expected it to be, and that would get me thinking, why was it not what I expected? Was there something wrong? Was it my fault? Is she mad at me? It goes on like that, not just with Michelle, but with everything, which is why I always end up thinking that things are worse than they really are, anyone that's read my journal over the past couple of months will know I'm like that, it's only now I've realized why I'm like that. It's all so obvious now that I think about it (Oh the Irony).
So what am I going to do about it? Well...nothing, there's nothing I can do, but more than that, there's nothing I'd want to do about it, it's just me, who I am, so what if I end up getting paranoid over nothing every now and then, at least I can say I take the time to think about other people, something which a lot of people out there need to do more of...
Anyway, enough of the shit talk, onto my day.
School was shit, don't really wanna say why, it was just shit, thank god I'm off for a while:D
Played renalert for a good bit today, it's been a while since I've played a game online, last time was when I was playing Michelle in CS, time before that was probably a few months back. It was fun for a while.
Erm..guess I can't say much else happened, cuz it didn't, as usual. It's times like this I wish I had another forum to destroy:P
Well, I'm finished with my mindless rabble, you can go and get on with your lives now, go on, get out of here!
Now, where was I this morning before I had to run? Ah yes, I was saying how I think to much. Well, it makes sense, I always end up getting worried by crap because I think too much about them, I mean, for example, I could say something to Michelle and her reaction would not be how I expected it to be, and that would get me thinking, why was it not what I expected? Was there something wrong? Was it my fault? Is she mad at me? It goes on like that, not just with Michelle, but with everything, which is why I always end up thinking that things are worse than they really are, anyone that's read my journal over the past couple of months will know I'm like that, it's only now I've realized why I'm like that. It's all so obvious now that I think about it (Oh the Irony).
So what am I going to do about it? Well...nothing, there's nothing I can do, but more than that, there's nothing I'd want to do about it, it's just me, who I am, so what if I end up getting paranoid over nothing every now and then, at least I can say I take the time to think about other people, something which a lot of people out there need to do more of...
Anyway, enough of the shit talk, onto my day.
School was shit, don't really wanna say why, it was just shit, thank god I'm off for a while:D
Played renalert for a good bit today, it's been a while since I've played a game online, last time was when I was playing Michelle in CS, time before that was probably a few months back. It was fun for a while.
Erm..guess I can't say much else happened, cuz it didn't, as usual. It's times like this I wish I had another forum to destroy:P
Well, I'm finished with my mindless rabble, you can go and get on with your lives now, go on, get out of here!
Yet another early morning update from your friendly neighbourhood Kat...
Bah, didn't get a chance to update last night, so I'll do it now.
Not that it really makes much difference, frig all happened yesterday.
Although, I realized something, I think too much. No, seriously, I do, when I'm like on the bus going to or coming from school, or in a really boring class or a free period or whatever, I start to think, about random things, things people have said, things I have done, things that might happen, all sorts of stuff, too much stuff, cuz it usually makes me think the worst about things.
And I havn't got time to finish this off, I'll just do a fuck-off big update tonight:)
Not that it really makes much difference, frig all happened yesterday.
Although, I realized something, I think too much. No, seriously, I do, when I'm like on the bus going to or coming from school, or in a really boring class or a free period or whatever, I start to think, about random things, things people have said, things I have done, things that might happen, all sorts of stuff, too much stuff, cuz it usually makes me think the worst about things.
And I havn't got time to finish this off, I'll just do a fuck-off big update tonight:)
Tuesday 21 October 2003
*Yawns0rs*
Another day, another update...
I've been really tired this past couple of days, duno why, I've been sleeping ok, and I havn't exactly been exerting myself or anything, not that it mattered today, as a lot of the teachers at school were out doing some course thing today or something, not that it matters, or more to the point, not that I cared, Just gave me some extra time to sleep:D
Thing is tho, in school, I seem to be taking these random fits of hyperness for no reason at like break or lunch time, then when class starts again I'm nakkerd.
Ah well, it's no big deal, only 2 days of school left for me (tomorrow and thursday) and then we're off on friday and all next week, which is pretty sweet if you ask me:D
Now, I'm tired and Michelle *looks around* isn't here to keep me up (silly woman hit her head and went to lie down lol) so I'm off to bed, good night all.
I've been really tired this past couple of days, duno why, I've been sleeping ok, and I havn't exactly been exerting myself or anything, not that it mattered today, as a lot of the teachers at school were out doing some course thing today or something, not that it matters, or more to the point, not that I cared, Just gave me some extra time to sleep:D
Thing is tho, in school, I seem to be taking these random fits of hyperness for no reason at like break or lunch time, then when class starts again I'm nakkerd.
Ah well, it's no big deal, only 2 days of school left for me (tomorrow and thursday) and then we're off on friday and all next week, which is pretty sweet if you ask me:D
Now, I'm tired and Michelle *looks around* isn't here to keep me up (silly woman hit her head and went to lie down lol) so I'm off to bed, good night all.
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