Shit flies

Schoolday boring, nothing to report.
Back at home, however, it looks like Michelle and Dante (From RenEvo) are at each others throats...
Michelle kinda posted some shit about ACK, and Dante got a bit pissed, threatened to ban her, ACK said something, she said something, blah blah blah, she got banned, http://www.renalert.com didn't go to the renalert site any more, Dante was threatening Michelle with some legal crap (Which I thought was bullshit anyway) and so on. They've come to an agreement as I type this, so forget about all that crap, it's sorted or something.
Anyway, what else happened? I spent a good 3 hours copying a CD so I could send Michelle the ISO of it and guess what? For absolutely NO FUCKING REASON CloneCD decided to delete the iso file once it had finsihed....many a swear word was spoken, yet somehow...it just doesn't feel like enough...3 hours...wasted...
Going to bed, slightly angry, slightly pissed off (Yes, they ARE 2 different things), slightly annoyed (heh, ONLY slightly), but there's one thing for certain, I still Love Michelle as much as ever, and that's calming me down quite a bit, now, I'm off before I end up killing something...

Scared the shit out of myself in chemistry today, we were using CONCENTRATED Hydrochloric acid today, this shit is nasty, burns a hole in the desk if you spill it, and when you pour it out, you can see it giving off a sort of fog it's that strong. Anyway, I picked up a bottle of the stuff and the bottle was wet, of course I thought that some retard had managed to spill some of the shit all over the bottle and didn't bother to clean it up, and I panicked for a bit, but as it turns out, it was just water, still, if I ever find out who poured water on it, I'll fucking kill them.
Rest of the experiment was good, tho, we just had to burn things to see what colour they were:D
Apart from that, nothing much else to report, in fact, my school day got so boring, I put an empty coke bottle on a window ledge of a classroom 3 stories up and attached a note saying "Push me"...
I was awarded the Spam award over at renevo cuz basically I spammed like a bitch, now I have this beside my avatar, which is both good and bad, depending on how you look at it.
Ah well, I'm off to bed.
Love you, Michelle:)

Must..try...not....to...mention...her....

A friend of mine, Yoshi, sent me a fuckoff HUGE mod for YR that he made today (it's over 300MB :\) it took absolutely ages to transfer, and guess what? It didn't work, it kept Crashing YR lol. It works for him, but it doesn't work for me, so I guess his computer is magical or something...
Finally got a chance to Play RenAlert today, it's pretty good, although, I only played it for a short bit and I still managed to end up on a n00bish server, but it was still fun.
Can't really say much else happened, either nothing of importance occurred or I forgot about it, the latter being the most likely case...

P.S. I love you, Michelle (Well, I made it to the end without mentioning her, I guess that's good enough :P)

Update number 2 - For those of you who couldn't care less about my love life (Bastards :P )

This is just to keep all of you who are sick of hearing about how much I love Michelle happy, I won't mention her at all in this post.
Lets see, what did I do of interest the past few days?
Well, In biology on friday, we learned that centimetre's are evil. No, really. According to the teacher anyway. He said something about using CM's in an exam would give you the wrong answer, and that you'd then fail AS Biology because of it, and then you'd drop out of school, become a bum and end up selling crack to little kiddies....sometimes I worry about that guy...
Strange thing happened in Chemistry, The teacher stood up in front of the class and said (In a scottish accent) "Boys, I'm going to you wee story, a story about 2 germans" Now, that wasn't the freaky part, the freaky part was when me and 2 other guys shouted out at the EXACT same time "Oooh, Kinky!"...yeah...
Now onto Saturday's events...hmm...Saturday = day for sleep and not doing much, you do the math:P

Closer each day...

It's amazing, each day I think I'm as happy as I could ever get, but then the next day, I seem to get just that little bit happier, all because of Michelle, too:)
I'm a bit pissed off, tho, some people kinda pissed her off today by constantly copying her msn SN's, but I think she's ok now, which is good, which is very very good.
Maybe I'm going crazy, but with each passing day, Michelle and I seem to be getting closer and closer, and that just makes me feel even more special, she's one in a trillion, that's for sure, and I feel like the luckiest guy on the planet. Although, it does create one problem, I'm so happy because of Michelle, everything else that happens to me seems tiny in comparison, meaning short Journal entries which all basically say the same thing - I love Michelle :)

Y'know, I thought it wasn't possible to get any happier, once again, she proves me wrong:D
Today, she changed her msn SN to " Michelle Kushan " So obviously I had to change mine to " Kushan Michelle " which was fun, cuz loads of people started asking all sorts of questions, however, it kind of started a trend, here's what my contact list looked like as I was making this:

Yes, I'm aware that I go to the trouble to blank out the names of the people who were online, but I forget about the offline one, but screw it, I'm lazy:P (Just so you all know, Bubbles is tox...don't ask). Anyway, I've had the best few days of my life lately, if only some of you could feel just a small portion of what I feel...
Anyway, it's late, I'm tired, but happy, but tired, so I'm going to bed, g'nigt!

Weee3eeeeee33e3eee3e3333ee3e3e3ee33333eee3e33e3

I'm still damn happy, I mean, DAMN happy:D
She makes me so happy, I'm so glad I met her, I really honesty feel like the luckiest guy on the planet, I'm going to stop here, there's so much I could say, but I'm sure you'd all rather I made a short post, than some long drawn out soppy gloopy thing about how happy I am right now, cuz If I tried to write a decent post, that's what it would turn into, so goodnight all, I'm still the happiest Kat/Krazy Irish guy alive!:D

Today is officially the happiest day of my life, and I'm not just saying that, I mean it, from the heart, it really is the happiest day of my life, not sure if I'm allowed to say why tho, but I dont care, I'm just so happy.
Anyway, onto the rest of my day.
Lets see, RenAlert was finally released, and let me be the first to say "It's about fucking time!". Although, I managed to download it, I still havn't had a chance to play it myself.
We had a surprise Biology test today, managed to fail that:D In fact, the whole class failed it. Needless to say, my Biology teacher was not best pleased, but at that moment in time, I only had one thing on my mind, so I really didn't give a shit.
I very nearly lost the rag with my ICT teacher (this guy is a retard), he didn't believe me when I told him that phpBB was NOT a virus, in the end I just gave up trying to explain to him, cuz in all fairness, my cat knows more about computers than he does...
Anyway, enough about that, I'm still damn happy, super super happy, so I'm off to bed. Signing off for the night, Kushan, officially the worlds happiest Kat.

Well....that was a surprise....

I've had a very very very very very very very good day today, all because of one little post someone made in their journal, check it out and see for yourself: http://www.livejournal.com/users/7of12/2903.html
Well, I'm happy, if a little shocked by that, but in a good way:D
Sleep well y'all, I know I will^_^

I gotta start thinking up new names for title's....

School was interesting today. Yes, you did read that correctly.
It started off well in Biology, we were doing an experiment, and part of it involved mixing two chemicals together really carefully, although, it only had to be done by one person in the class, but if he messed it up, the whole experiment would be shot to hell. So while this guy is attempting to mix the stuff, someone began humming "Under pressure" by Queen. Soon, everyone joined in, naturally, he screwed up, so the experiment we were doing was a complete failure, but who cares!
Later that day, we discovered that someone was wearing a thong (Note: I go to an all boys school), but it wasn't just ANY thong, it was a thong from one of my mate's mothers underwear drawer....yes, we were kind of disturbed by that, but we had a laugh anyway.
A friend of mine recommended a certain anime to download and watch, so I did. Now, there's all kinds of anime out there, personally, I prefer the ultra violent ones, not into the ones which are basically cartoon pr0n. So anyway, I downloaded the one he recommended, he said it was "Kick-ass" and was one of his favorites. I watched about 10mins of it. It contained lots of....."snakes"....that went into various....parts...of various girls....so um...I'm kinda disturbed now. I'll have fun trying to sleep tonight...That fucker's gonna pay tomorrow...

Hmm, running out of titles...

Can't say I did much today, wasn't feeling the best, so I just relaxed and watched X-men 2, which I've been meaning to watch for god knows how long now. It's a good movie, if you're into that sort of thing and havn't seen it yet, I recommend it.
I was posting a little on the messenger Plus! forum today (was bored, had nothing much else to do) and someone recognized me from arm-ent, which was kinda funky, made me feel like I'd sort of left my mark, I mean, how far did the word that I took out arm-ent spread? At first, I thought it was just the odd C&C network, but now I'm not so sure...
I was talking to panther today, he's convinced me to put up parts of my chat logs with Vlad, I wont put them all up, cuz most of it is boring shite, I'll just put up the funny parts where Either I make an ass of Vlad, or he makes an ass out of himself. (If you really want them all, ask me and I'll send them, but you wont be missing anythig) so if you're interested in the shit he talks about, check out my site sometime next week when I'll put them up, but here's a little taster of what's to come:

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| Session Start: 31 August 2003
| Participants:
| ...hear him ... is he still wrong? (Kushan_the_cat@hotmail.com)
| ...ir [ Vortexorial ]------[ Eclipse 5 ] (imthadon@hotmail.com)
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[20:10:50] Vlad: your a fuckin dead man walking
[20:11:55] Kushan: I am? Cool, necromancer
[20:14:30] Kushan: So, when did I die? Cuz no-one told me about
it
[20:14:48] Kushan: Oh, and was my funeral good? I'd hate to have
a pissy funeral
[20:15:08] Vlad: yeha
[20:15:08] Vlad: youll see
[20:21:24] Kushan: Cool, mind telling me how I'll die?
[20:21:35] Kushan: died*
[20:21:48] Kushan: Whoops, still getting used to this whole
being dead thing
[20:21:51] Vlad: u wont die
[20:21:59] Vlad: ure just gonan get mashed up to fuck
[20:22:29] Kushan: Cool!
[20:22:38] Kushan: So I'm a mashed up guy walking?
[20:22:50] Vlad: nearly
[20:30:22] Kushan: Nearly? Aww, that's a bit of a shame

NOTE: Parts of the convo were taken out cuz there's nothing interesting in there and I canged the names so people who arn't farmilliar with my ever changing msn names will know who's who.

Ah well, enough of embarrassing lad, he can do that well enough by himself, I'm off to bed, chow for now!

Why are hemorrhoids called "hemorrhoids" instead of "assteroids"?

Well....um....yeah, that was my day, exciting, huh?
Nothing worth mentioning happened today, seriously, it was either boring or for various reasons, I can't place it in the journal, so you've all just wasted your time:P
But, I'm a nice guy, so here's something to look at so the journey from homepage to my journal wasn't totally pointless:

Is Dr Pepper a REAL doctor?

Boring day today, almost nothing happened.
Although, when I went to leave school today to go home, there was a bunch of thugs waiting outside throwing bricks and such at everyone, and that was a pain in the ass.
Y'see, although Ireland in general is a pretty cool place, NORTHERN Ireland has problems, if you ever decide to visit, go to the south, it's the schiznit.
Although, try to avoid the smaller villages of the south, they're scary. They're scary because they're all inhabited by one person. Well, you get that impression cuz everyone looks IDENTICAL to eachother (Because of inbreeding *shudders*).
I downloaded the Homeworld 2 Demo today. I've been looking forward to that game more than anything else ever, I loved the first one so much, in fact, that's where the name "Kushan" comes from. Well, it's a lot of things, but that's where I took it from. Anyway, after spending about 40mins downloading it (And getting a little bit hyper at the excitement) I find that it requires an 833Mhz CPU. Mine is 700...133Mhz off....that's taking the piss...
So I'm kinda pissed off at that ("Kinda" being a bit of an understatement). And someone (who shall remain nameless) decided to rub it in a little, which didn't help.
Ah heck, I'm prolly just in a grumpy mood cuz I'm tired and I was really disappointed when I couldn't play the demo of that game, but shit happens I guess...

w00tz0rz!

I finally moved into the spare room today! Hurrah!
I can finally get some peace and quiet from my dad, and I can also stay on to whatever time I want and he can't bitch to me:D
I managed to get into a half hour long argument with my Chemistry teacher today over how Macs are evil. It started because I merely pointed out that the Mac on his desk was shit, simply because it WAS a mac...Duno why he got upset at that, it's just a fact of life, all macs are shit *shrugs*.
There's this Indian guy in my Chemistry and Biology classes that I suspect might be gay. Now, I'm fine with that, but he keeps smiling at me and stuff.......
Of course, when I told Michelle that, she had a field day, those of you on her contact list might have noticed her signing in with the name "OMFG KUSHAN IS GAY!!"...*Mental note: Never tell that woman anything*
The guy is probably just being friendly, but who knows....

You're a ninja like us!

I managed to spill some Hydrochloric acid (HCl) on my Hand today in Chemistry, which stung like hell, still does a little. Ah well.
My Friend took out his SPV (The fancy phone that's half phone, half PDA) in ICT today to check his e-mails. My ICT teacher (Who's a complete idiot) told him to put the phone away. Someone pointed out that it wasn't a phone, it was a Pocket PC, his reply was that he knew it wasn't a phone, but the other teachers might think it was a phone (He's just saying that to give the impression that he knows what he's talking about) and then someone shouted out "Nah Sir, we only show you it 'cuz you're a Ninja like us". Heh, it was funny at the time I guess...
Michelle played a song on her radio station, it was a remix of the candlelight version of "We're in heaven" by DJsammy dedicated to the victims of 9/11. Basically, it's a little girl talking with the song in the BG, but the little girl is like talking to her dad, who died on that day, and boy did that song hit me, especially the bit where she says "I try not to cry...but it hurts". Personally, I don't know how I managed to listen to the whole thing, it's one of the most depressing things I've ever herd, it really makes you think....
Anyway, enough about depressing stuff, what else happened today? Well...um...I got bored, so I made this for the site:

Be sure to give generously!
Seriously, if I get even ONE donation I'll be really surprised...

Sorry to disappoint you all, but I can't really say anything special happened today (Apart from the fact that it's Michelle's Birthday).
I'm getting worried about the mental fitness of my biology teacher. He sort of went on a rant today about this thing we have over here called "AS Guru" it's basically a revision guide thing. Problem is, according to him, is that they're rubbish, half of the information is wrong, the professors in the videos have no fashion sense (Yes, he really did criticize them over that) and so on. He started saying about how they were all wrong and about how he is NEVER wrong and so forth. This lasted half an hour. A few days ago, someone mentioned the name "Carol Vorderman" (If you're not from the UK, you may not know who she is) and he wasted the whole hour long class going on about how much he wants to kill her, and how he only referrs to her as "THAT woman" because he hates the sound of her name so much. Yeah, he IS a tad crazy...Not that there's anything wrong with being crazy, cuz if there was, I'd be in some deep shit^_^
Got bored, so I registerd http://www.djmichelle.tk/ it forwards to Michelle's radio page.
Nothing much else to report for now, I'll leave you with this, which Michelle sent earlier:

Tihs Is Qitue Isiterntneg

Aoccdrnig to a recheashcr at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe.

Happy Birthday to Michelle!

By the time you read this, it will be Michelle's birthday, so Happy birthday to Michelle!
But enough about her, lets talk about me^_^
Um...actually, there's nothing much to talk about, I got up earlier than usual so I could talk to her, and that seemed to make her happy, which is good, cuz it made me happy too:D
I was still overly tired in school tho, in fact, I can't remember anything we did today lol.
Not that it matters, My ICT teacher doesn't actually teach, he just lets us do what we want on the internet (Which is heavily restricted, but there are ways around everything;) ) and my Business studies teacher hasn't taught us a damn thing yet, he just says "Make notes on the next chapter" which kinda sucks, cuz he's just being a lazy Fuckwit, I wouldn't be surprised if we all fail that class because of him...
That girl, Ellen, was on today again, only this time she was different. I asked her how she was and she said "Happy:)" but immediately after that she said "Because of you" and I'm like "Really?" and then she says "Yes, really, you were there for me when I needed it most, thank you so much" so um, I'm not sure quite how to take that, but I've made someone happy, and that's the best thing you can ever do, so I'm happy too.

Hey, that's my life! Give it back!

I did an absurdly large amount of nothing today, and I'm proud of it.
Not that I could have done much, y'see, at about 5am this morning, I was going to go off to bed, but then that woman made me stay up lol. I had the basic essence of a life once, then she comes along and now I don't even get to go to bed whenever I want lol.
I didn't get to bed until like 11am, and then i got up at 2pm (It's a thing of mine, I just can't seem to sleep any time after 2, maybe 3 if I'm lucky) so I was, to say the least, very tired, but I don't care, it was worth it, she's fun to hang around with, and she plays great music too:D
Plan of action for tomorrow: Sleep, get up and go to school and sleep through most of the classes, come home, sleep some more, wake up and eat dinner, sleep again. If Michelle lets me, that is....

Radio gaga, Radio googoo

Did a lot of work on the spare room today, helped my Dad put the carpet down. Now, working with my dad is a pain in the ass. Y'see, he'll have a plan of action, he'll have everything planned out as to what to do, and he'll know what I should be doing and stuff. Problem is, he wont tell me what that plan is, he'll assume that I think EXACTLY like he thinks, so when I'm not doing what he didn't tell me to do, he'll get pissed off. Heh, he must think I'm psychic or something. Oh well, as long as we got it done in the end.
I was hoping to be able to move into the room today, but the local DIY store's wood saw was broken, and before I can move in, I need a heavy-duty shelf thing put in, and without their saw, they couldn't cut the wood to size, we couldn't have done it ourselves cuz it's WAY too big. So I wont be able to go in until next week some time, depending on when their Saw has been fixed. Oh well.
Michelle was DJing on n00bstories' radio today, she played some good stuff, actually, she played a lot of good stuff. She was doing it for about 4 hours, then when ACK came on he was like "It's my turn, I wanna go! waaaahhhh! let me on! waaaaahhhh!" so she had to let him on. Now, any other person would have just got pissed off and aggravated, but what does Michelle do? she think to herself "Fuck it, if I can't DJ on theirs, then I'll just get my own!". So she did lol, it's here: http://www.7of12.co.uk:5150/listen.pls have a listin, some good shit there. You gotta admire her style...
Most of my day was spent listining to her DJing, methinks it's gonna be a regular occuraance from now on^_^
About an hour ago, a friend of mine came online. She's a good friend, I know her in real life, although, I've barely said more than 2 words to her, all the talking I've done has been through msn. She's almost always depressed, the poor girl, but tonight she was a lot worse than usual. They way she was talking, about having nothing to loose, about her not wanting to ber Ellen (that's her name) any more, about how everyone walks over her, and more stuff besides, it sounded bad, like she was on the verge of killing herself, and tht scared the crap out of me, I mean, she didn't say anything directly, but if I ever needed an example of someone on the brink, she would definitely be the one I would pick...anyway, to cut a long story short, I tried my best to cheer her up, I mean, what else could I do? I tried, and it seemed to work, she seemed a lot happier before she left again, but I'm still concerned for her, because she IS a nice person, a helluva nice person in fact, one of the nicer people I know in real life, I'd hate for her to do something stupid. Well, she seemed ok in the end, I just hope it stays that way...still, I've never really talked to someone who seemed that close to ending it before, I hope I never have to do it again...

A burp is a fart that got lost

Well, nothing majorly amazing happened today, the most exciting thing was when me and a friend of mine pretended to be gay lovers to scare the living shit out of the first years at my school. It worked like a charm^_^. We were the only 2 that had the guts to do it, but it was worth it, just seeing the look on their faces, the horrified looks, then how they run away in terror, hehe.
Apart from that, nothing major happened, in fact, I even updated my site ( http://www.7of12.co.uk/Kushan ) a little, nothing special, just added a few extra pics that Tox drew.
Planning on moving into the spare room tomorrow, so I'll get peace from my dad, and he wont be able to shove me off anymore, kinda like now, where he's bitching at me to go to bed.
It's probably just as well nothing much else happeed today...

w3e333eee3e33eee! I r t3h r3tard!

Y'know the way I said I found a great C++ tutorial and it was easy to use and blah blah blah? Well, the tutorial is incomplete, about half way through it just stops...I guess I probably should have checked that first, huh? Yea yea, I'm a retard, whaddiya know...
So, I had to find another tutorial. I found another good one that was actually finished, but it means I'll have to start from scratch again, but no worries...
Lets see, not much else happened today, in fact, the most exciting thing today was when someone stuck a chip (french fry to you americans) into a FULL can of coke I had at lunch time in school, and that kinda pissed me off, but apart from that, it's been a slow day.
In fact, I had so little to do today, I sent in an application to Planet C&C, they need news posters or something, so I thought "what the hell, aint got nothing better to do".
With a little luck, the spare room should be finished this weekend, so that should be sweet, only problem is, I got almost no say in what the room would look like, so the colours are not my taste (Which is things like Black and dark blue and stuff) but it's better than nothing I guess...well, it's better than this *points to the room he's sitting in*. Heh, I'm tired, off to bed I go...
Tomorrow be Friday, tomorrow be good:D

I can program C++, who want's to touch me?...er...correction, what GIRLS want to touch me?:P

..............Anyone?.....Kay?.....Michelle?....*shudders* Nozzy?........Aww c'mon!..........shit............
Well, I decided to start learning C++ today, I've been meaning to do it for quite some time, but, well, things came up, if you know what I mean. Well, I have to do a computing language for my A-level coursework, and HTML isn't allowed as it's too basic or something.
Anyway, it's a lot simpler than I first thought it would be. I mean, ok, I have only scratched the surface, but I spent most of today reading this really good tutorial I found, and I understand all of it, it's scary. In fact, the hardest part was finding a compiler, there's no real helpful information on them out there, or at least, I couldn't find any, but not to worry, I managed to get one that I know how to use, for the most part. I even made my first Program today. It's nothing special, it just displays a message in a command prompt screen, download it here: http://www.7of12.co.uk/Kushan/hello.zip You'll need to run it in a command prompt (To do this, go to Start>All programs>Accessories>Command prompt and then type the location of where you extracted it to, eg "C:\downloads\hello" you don't need the .exe part) cuz Windows auto closes an inactive command prompt and I don't know how to stop that...yet;)
So all in all, I'm quite happy with myself, all you programmers out there are probably thinking what an idiot I am, as that's REALLY basic stuff, but I don't care, cuz this morning, I wouldn't have even known where to start, and no-one helped me at all (I DID try to ask Dante for help, cuz I think he once said that he knew C (Although, I'm not 100% sure about that), when I was looking for a compiler, but he just ignored me, the bastard). I'll learn a little each day, and see how it goes, but so far, so good, now all I really need is some sort of idea for a program, something simple, yet useful, but no worries, I've got months to do this stuff, at the moment, it's more of a hobby:)
Well, not a great deal else happened today, at school, a certain teacher, who everyone hates cuz he's such a bastard, who i got for 2 years (He hated me a lot, he thought I was a no-good waster, just cuz I hated latin, which is what he took me for), who hasn't taught me in 2 years, pulled me off to the side at lunch time...and talked to me...in a nice way....he was being nice to me....that's a first for him, he hates everyone, why me? ESPECIALLY me!...heh, 6th year at my school just get weirder and weirder, but at the same time, better and better:D

1mins to do this post!

I have 56 seconds to write this, here goes.
Ok day, nothing special happened at school.
42 seconds.
Didn't do much on the PC today, downloaded Star trek Nemesis, but I was ordered by Michelle not to watch it until she wasn't around lol. Methinks she would rather I talked to her than watche it:P
24 seconds.
She sent me a couple of really weird pics just now, but for some reason it didn't affect me in any way. I looked at them thinking they were wrong, but I wasn't horrified or scared by them. Weird.
6 seconds.
Oh and I found the ultimate key to the universe, the key which holds the truth to all knowledge, and just for you guys, here it is!
The ultimate secret to unlimited knowledge in the whole universe is -
0 seconds, times up.

Wow....

Strange.
Life is full of twists and turns, bumps, roller-coasters, and so forth. Today was a prime example of that...
Today, was defiantly one of the worst days of my life...because today...someone said the most hurtful thing anyone has or ever could say to me...only that person could say such a thing and hurt me so much...
Yet...somehow...it's ok....I..we...talked...and it's ok now....all is forgiven...nothing has been lost...and now..we're both happier....it's very possible that this person is just saying all this to hurt me yet again...but...I...have...faith...that...they wont...I..trust them...again....
Once again, I'm confused...but this time..it's ok...
It's all ok...
It's ok...
ok..

Ugh...I'm a retard

Didn't do fuck all of interest today, except sulk. I'm a retard, I did something incredibly stupid last night and now I feel like such a dumbass. I don't know why I did what I did, I just did it not realizing what would happen. I do shit like that all the time, and that was the most stupid thing I've done yet, and I'll probably do it again, which is really pissing me off. Ugh. Oh and Tox, I didn't do it, I couldn't go through with it, sorry, I just couldn't do it.
Screw you all, I feel like shit, leave me alone for a while, or I'll do something stupid again...

Pr0n r0x0rs my c0x0rs!

Believe it or not, Michelle actually said that about me....
*Looks around*
Ok, good, she's gone off to bed now, I get peace to update my journal, hehe, nah, I'm kidding, she's always great, even at like 3:45 when most people get bitchy...
Anyhoo...
Lets see here, quite a lot happened today. Some little fucktard broke the window on my Dad's car in the middle of the night, so that pissed him off, but it's no big deal, he doesn't use the car at all anyway, it's more of a inconvenience than anything else.
Then, as part of fixing up the spare room, my dad went to install another light fitting thing, the last time he attempted something like this, he blew every fuse in the house...
Heh, just about everything went wrong, screws didn't fit, wires were too fat, wires weren't long enough and to top it all off, he was missing some sort of bracket thing, meaning he couldn't finish the Job, meaning we were without lights for the night. Not to worry, mains plugs were still on, but no lighting was available, so when it got dark, boy did I have fun, trying to navigate my way around, even taking a piss was a pain in the ass. Also, the only form of torch I had was a Star wars Lightsabre thing. Do you know what it's like navigating your way around a house full of crap while also trying to find the Bog (toilet) with a lightsabre? It's no easy task. And I really did my leg in when I tripped over my schoolbag. And they say school's good for you...
Tox sent me some weird cartoon pics, of like some guy having sex with a 1/2 horse 1/2 human thing, to say the least, it was pretty fucked up. I told Michelle about it and she asked to see it, when I showed her it, she made me go and get more....
My ASCII skills are much better now, especially since I can now do COLOUR ones:D
Here are my 2 favorites so far:



Pretty cool, huh? Oh and they're GIF's so I could post them here and on forums and stuff, but I do have them as *.RTF files as well.
Well, I'm tired, I've prolly forgot to mention a whole bunch of other shit that happened today, but I don't care, I'm going to bed, good night.

Revenge is so sweet:D

Well, I just nagged Michelle to update her journal like she did to me on several occasions. Heh, now I know why she does it, it feels so good, hehe. But I gotta pay the price, untill I update mine, she gets to nag the hell out of me, so I guess I'd better start.
Anyway, on with my day.
My ICT teacher knows next to nothing about Computers, seriously, my cat (That handsome ginger fellow to the left) could teach better than he does. So just for a laff, me and a few other people were speaking in Geek, we were doing it properly, but then everyone else joined in by basically putting "0rs" on the end of most words, so it kind of went like this:

"Sir, t3h b0x0rs sux0rs" (This PC is shit)
"Uh...what?"
"T3h b0x0rs Fucking sux0rs!"
"What did you say"
"T3h b00x0rs is fucking Shitz0rs" (This text book is fucking shit)
"Eh?"
"Fux0rs this0rs" (Fuck this)
(It was at this point here my teacher went quiet and just watched as well all spoke like this for the rest of the class)
"j00 = pwned!"

Oh and the topic of discussion today in Biology was "Exploding diarrhea". Yes, we really did talk shit for nearly an hour. Everything's normal there, I guess...

Meanwhile, back at home, I got really bored and went venturing some freeware sites and I found a rather nifty program that converts pics to ASCII. See if you can see what this is (It helps to sit back):

Uhh...LJ doesn't seem to like my ASCII, so just download the txt file here: http://www.7of12.co.uk/kushan/look.txt

Well? Can you see it? First one to comment what it is gets a cookie (Except for anyone who I showed it to earlier). All I'm going to say is that if you're a regular reader, you will have seen it a lot;)
If you're curious about the pics that were disturbing me, go here: http://www.7of12.co.uk/piccies as you can see, some are pretty fucked up, others are ok, and in a strange way, some of them are actually quite good.
I kinda pissed off Michelle today (twice lol) but I think she forgives me, cuz she didn't threaten my nuts in any particular way, so that's good.
Anyway, I'm off to convert some more random pics (Most likely of naked girls;)), if I get any good results, I'll prolly post them here tomorrow. Figure out the pic yet?

I'm on a mission from God to prove how much of a bastard God is. Who wants to touch me?

Well, not much happened at school today. A friend of mine bought an SPV (REALLY expensive phone, as it's part Pocket PC, he even has Doom on it) and he was showing it off to everyone, but he made a big mistake, he put it in his Blazer pocket and then hung his Blazer on a chair in front of me. As a way of exerting revenge, I nicked it on him:D Don't worry, I gave it back to him at the end of the day, but it was so funny watching him shit his pants, he's only had the phone since monday, heh heh heh.
Got home to find Michelle sending me all these weird pics, some of which are scaring me in some way. Which reminds me, she's decided to start her own Journal, you can all mosey on over here to see it: http://www.livejournal.com/users/7of12/ or you can click the "friends" button to the right of this, where you'll also be able to see a few other people's Journals.
Later on, I started to clear out the old spare room in my house, I'm gonna do it up all nice and stick the PC in there so I get peace from my dad (Hurrah!). I've even been thinking of buying a mini-fridge for the room, just for the hell of it. It wont be done for a while, for several reasons, the main one being that I'm lazy:P
Apart from that, nothing special to report, tomorrow's Friday, meaning the weekend. During the summer, the weekend lost all meaning, but now that I'm back at school, I look forward to them agian...and I think we all know why^_^

Well....I feel kinda retarded....but in a good way (If that's possible)...

Today...was definitely a good day, for me at least. Remember when I was saying how everyone was having a shitty time last friday? Well, it appears that most people are now doing great. My friend, the one with the possible tumor, she got her results back and she's gonna be fine. Spinkychan was having a problem with a friend of hers, but she got that sorted (And then said something about an orgasm for no real reason:S). Another friend of mine, who's seeing some therapist cuz she has really low self esteem was in a really good mood today. Although, she went on for about 20mins as to how she'd like to make a porno movie with my cats...don't worry, I was thinking then the same thing you all are thinking now - That's one fucked up bitch...Whatever floats your boat I guess.
Heck, even Rambo (the Fascist teacher I get) was in a good mood today. And I also must include myself here, as it turns out, all that shit that was going through my head was for nothing, Michelle's just got something else on her mind lately, that's all (This is MY LJ, not hers, so I aint saying what it was, besides, I don't think she'd be too happy if I broadcasted her private life out to everyone) so, although I feel kinda bad for her (Which reminds me, Michelle, if you ever need to talk about anything, anything at all, I'm always be willing to listen, you know that), I can't help but feel good, finally I'll get a decent nights sleep! Hurrah!
Darkbade finally did a sig for me, here it is (If I don't fuck up the HTML, that is lol):
Thanks again, man!
So today was generally a good day for most people, especially me:D

Time will tell........

School was actually....kinda...fun...today, don't ask me why, but I'm starting to enjoy it a lot, which s good, I reckon it's because I personally picked the subjects I wanted to do, meaning no subjects which I really hate, like Maths or German (God I still shudder when I hear that word). I know the things I picked might not appeal to you lot, but I picked them because I'm either good at them and can pass them without even trying (Chemistry) or they interest me in some way (ICT, and maybe Biology..yes...I'm interested by the stuff we learn in Biology...blame it on Star Trek ^_^), I didn't pick any that are "good to have" or anything, all the ones I do I can handle with ease, for example, I could have done A-level maths and still passed, and it's a very useful one to have, but I'd need to...dare I say it...put effort in...*shock*
One of my teachers scared the hell out of me today, he was shouting at the class (No reason, he just was, he always does, he's one of those people that's always angry, in fact, his nickname is "Rambo" for that very reason) and he asked a question, everyone put there hand up but me, he stared at me and said "What's wrong with your arm!?" so I put it up and then he said "Good. This isn't a democracy, you know!" so I said "Fascist!" (I know, I'm asking for trouble:P) I was expecting him to explode, but instead he stopped for a second, smiled, looked at me and said "Fascist...I like that word, you'll do well in my class, I am a Fascist" then, he sat on the table and began talking to me, about random things, then he started arguing with me, he said I was disappointed with my results, I said I wasn't, then I started getting a little bitchy towards him about it, as in "How can you say that I'm disappointed in them, you barely know me, you can't judge how I would feel just because you would have liked better", and then he said "Are you mad at me? Was I too harsh?" and I'm like, sitting there wondering what the catch is, I mean, any time I've ever seen this guy before, he's always shouting, always trying to show who's boss, yet here I am, probably the most argumentative pupil he's ever got (I'm defiantly the only one to call him a Fascist:D) and he suddenly...likes me...what a fucked up guy....still havn't figured it out, heh, as If I wasn't confused enough these days...
My friend should be getting the results of her eye thing in about half an hours time, I wont find out untill tomorrow what's happening, I hope she's ok.
As for myself, I still feel like crap, things are still going around my head and I can't stop them, if only I had the courage to actually ask Michelle how she really feels about it all...oh well, I'm always telling people to stop thinking the worst, I guess I should listen to myself...

"You're perfectly entitled to be wrong"

Lets see, today was quite interesting, to say the least. I noticed something about school, every single teacher I get thinks that their subject is the hardest that I'll be doing. This is what I was told in each of my classes:
Biology - "Biology is the hardest A-Level you can do"
Chemestry - "Chemestry is vert complex, you have to work at it harder than any other subject"
I.C.T. - "More people fail ICT every year than in any other subject"
Business studdies - "Now boys, this is the most difficult subject I teach, it's very hard to pass"
So...um...what the hell? They can't ALL be right! I hate it when teachers needlessly try to scare you into cocentrating in class, the way I see it, just let the wasters waste away and give people like me who want to work an easier time (as well as an easier chance to get a better grade, if more people do badly, people like me get better grades:D) That might sound a bit harsh to you but it's because I've seen too many people with fancy degrees that really don't know jack shit about their Job and how to do it. For example, my dad used to work at this place, where they had highly paid engineers to maintain certain machinery, yet they knew fuck all about it, as it turns out, my Dad, who doesn't have some fancy degree and actually got paid only about 1/3 of what they earned knew more about it than they did. Enough about that, I'm just in a bad mood with myself.
My Biology teacher has a Real big head, he said this to us today "If you don't believe anything I teach you on account of religious beliefs, that's fine, you're entitled to be wrong", now THAT'S one hell of an ego, but the scary thing is...I think he's right:| I'm not a religious man, everyone knows that, in fact, if God does exist and hecame down and spoke to me, I'd end up going on a 2 hour rant as to why he's such a fuckwit and then I'd kick him in the nuts, jsut for being such a bastard.
This just isn't my week, but I aint the only one who's having problems, a good friend of mine (The one who said I should be a porn star lol) is gonig through hell right now, the optic nerves behind her eyes are swollen and the doctors think it's a Tumor....she gets the results of the tests they dd on her tomorrow...and I though I had problems...
Bad day, bad week, everything's just bad, going to bed to try and get some sleep, like that'll ever happen...