Looking back on my journal entry's, have I ever had a decent title for any of them?
Oh well, no biggie, it's my journal and I'll do as I like.
Past few days have been not too bad, nothing major has went wrong, nothing amazingly great has happened either (Well, nothing you could tell to anyone under the age of 21 in most American states ;))
One interesting thing happened, I found out that a friend of mine, who previously gave me grief about Michelle, saying that she was most likely some fat Norwegian man cuz I'd never met her, has apparently fallen in love himself, also with a girl he's never met. Needless to say, I had fun, especially since only me and like 1 other person knows about it, I can easily piss him off by dropping hints about it in front of him to other people. Revenge is sweet. Thing is tho, things aren't going to well for him, it's not working out too well, and it looks like it's d00med. It's odd, almost like life's little way of teaching him a lesson for pissing me off. Kinda like back in July, when I used to look down on internet relationships, then I fell in love and got taught a lesson, and half, those were some pretty low weeks for me, but if I had the choice, I'd do it all again.
Oh oh oh, remember I said I wouldn't be surprised if my BS teacher had lost the tests? Well, I wasn't far off. We did 2 separate papers, and he lost one of mine before he could mark it. And somehow, he still gave me and "A" grade, from one paper, that's pretty good. Shows how much attention he pays, he marked them in front of us, he gave them a quick glance and just said something like "You haven't written enough there" or "You've got the technique" or some bollocks like that. Ah well, as long as he writes "A" on my report, I don't give a damn.
Oooo, that reminds me, in school, out of sheer boredom, I managed to find a way to get into everyone's work folders from any terminal and with any login, hehehe. I duno who's in charge of the security of the school, but they are retarded to say the least. Sadly, I don't have write permissions tackled yet, so I can't delete or change stuff, but I CAN steal stuff, which will do....for now...
Tuesday, 13 January 2004
Saturday, 10 January 2004
*gets shoved in door by Michelle*
*gets pulled back out*
Gets shoved back in, slightly ruffed up looking and grinning immensely*
*cough* Crazy woman...
Anyhoo, onto a proper update.
Ok, last post I made was a bit harsh to-wards Chris, but he was hyper and generally pissing me off a lot and kept telling me to update and stuff, so I did that. He says he had it coming, so no surprise there then.
Onto other events. At school, I got some test results, Chemistry, Biology and ICT.
I did badly in the first 2, so I'm not gonna tell you what I got, as for ICT, I got a cool 87% ^_^
Pretty happy with that, as for business studies, he hasn't given us our results, most likely because he's too lazy to mark the tests. In fact, I'll bet he's lost the test papers or something, silly bastard. Which reminds me: 07775698798 that's his phone number for his mobile phone, if you're ever bored, text it, phone it, whatever, just annoy the fuck out of him, he deserves it :D (note: if you live outside the UK, you might wanna replace "0" with +44). Bastard.
Oh and get this, my brother, the one that's living with me, shouted at me the other day...because I made a sandwhich...even though, I hadn't actually ate dinner that day, or the day before...cunt. Oh well, soon enough, I wont have to take any more of this...soon....
I'm still pretty much pwning in BG:CNC, ranked first and no-one is anywhere near me, so It looks like I'm gonna stay there for a while. All I need to do now is whore another similar game...like that one, Cold War, which is basically the same thing only Red Alert stuff, so Allies vs. Soviets. It's pretty good. Oh, and how would I know this? I happen to be a beta tester of it. And how come I'm a beta tester of it? That's cuz I happen to be banging the owner ;)
Gets shoved back in, slightly ruffed up looking and grinning immensely*
*cough* Crazy woman...
Anyhoo, onto a proper update.
Ok, last post I made was a bit harsh to-wards Chris, but he was hyper and generally pissing me off a lot and kept telling me to update and stuff, so I did that. He says he had it coming, so no surprise there then.
Onto other events. At school, I got some test results, Chemistry, Biology and ICT.
I did badly in the first 2, so I'm not gonna tell you what I got, as for ICT, I got a cool 87% ^_^
Pretty happy with that, as for business studies, he hasn't given us our results, most likely because he's too lazy to mark the tests. In fact, I'll bet he's lost the test papers or something, silly bastard. Which reminds me: 07775698798 that's his phone number for his mobile phone, if you're ever bored, text it, phone it, whatever, just annoy the fuck out of him, he deserves it :D (note: if you live outside the UK, you might wanna replace "0" with +44). Bastard.
Oh and get this, my brother, the one that's living with me, shouted at me the other day...because I made a sandwhich...even though, I hadn't actually ate dinner that day, or the day before...cunt. Oh well, soon enough, I wont have to take any more of this...soon....
I'm still pretty much pwning in BG:CNC, ranked first and no-one is anywhere near me, so It looks like I'm gonna stay there for a while. All I need to do now is whore another similar game...like that one, Cold War, which is basically the same thing only Red Alert stuff, so Allies vs. Soviets. It's pretty good. Oh, and how would I know this? I happen to be a beta tester of it. And how come I'm a beta tester of it? That's cuz I happen to be banging the owner ;)
Friday, 9 January 2004
Update...
Lets see here...er...I realized how annoying Chris (american friend) can be at times.
-Update finished-
-Update finished-
Monday, 5 January 2004
*gets shoved in door by Miroku*
Ok ok, I'll update, jeeze....
Lets see here, interesting events...erm...I got bored and added a second monitor to my PC. I call it a product of too much free time^_^
Oh and as for that game most of you hate, BG:CNC, I'll only mention this one tiny thing...I'm 1st overall ^_^ I rock at it. I rock at a lot of things in my own little way (In case you haven't noticed, I could do with an ego trip right about mow).
Erm...can't say I did a lot else, just been busy reinstalling and crap like that.
School again on Wednesday, my freedom is almost gone again :(
Lets see here, interesting events...erm...I got bored and added a second monitor to my PC. I call it a product of too much free time^_^
Oh and as for that game most of you hate, BG:CNC, I'll only mention this one tiny thing...I'm 1st overall ^_^ I rock at it. I rock at a lot of things in my own little way (In case you haven't noticed, I could do with an ego trip right about mow).
Erm...can't say I did a lot else, just been busy reinstalling and crap like that.
School again on Wednesday, my freedom is almost gone again :(
Saturday, 3 January 2004
Waiting for some things to install (see last night's post) so what better to do than some big-assed survey....
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Quite a lot, fell in love, took down a network, got a Job, few other things.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Pff
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Not this year
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope
5. What countries did you visit?
No-where
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
A decent family
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
23 September 2003, better than that, I'll tell you the exact time, 07:54:24. That was when she told me she had feelings for me.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting her :)
9. What was your biggest failure?
Trying to learn a programming language...or my web site...
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Just a few bumps and bruises, odd illness, nothing major.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Giant white chocolate toblerone that was on salve at Tesco. No really, it's about the best thing I bought all year :\
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
At the risk of sounding big-headed, mine.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Darkblade's
14. Where did most of your money go?
The bank
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I'll tell you when you're older ;)
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
DJ Sammy - Heaven, candlelight version
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i.happier or sadder? Happier
ii. thinner or fatter? Thinner
iii. richer or poorer? Richer (not much tho)
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Learning
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Fucking up
20. How did you spend Christmas?
I spent it with my family....sadly...
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
Yup
23. How many one-night stands?
*cough*one*cough* <<
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Didn't watch much TV this year, it's getting kinda shit, probably the Simpsons or Family guy.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not really
26. What was the best book you read?
The instruction manual to the digibox (In other words, I don't read much)
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Everything, mostly techno and stuff like that.
28. What did you want and get?
Michelle :)
29. What did you want and not get?
A new PC
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Bad boys 2, funny as fuck
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I honestly don't remember, I remember being disappointed and feeling left out, but then, that's because HER birthday is on the EXACT same date as mine. Fate likes to take the piss. I turned 16.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Being able to skip the month of December, probably one of the worst times In my life of recent years...
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Non-existent
34. What kept you sane?
MIchelle
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
None
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Nothing really, I have opinions on everything, but I never really share them.
37. Who did you miss?
My brother, the cool one
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Michelle obviously, but not counting her, probably ToXiN
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003?
Love is too important to miss, if you think you have feelings for someone, stop at nothing to get them, tell them, never give up. You can never really be sure about anything, so you may as well try.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Can't think of one
A is for - Age: 16
x.B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes
x.C is for - Career in future: Good question
x.D is for - Dad's name: John
x.E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: Hell if I know
x.F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Within Temptation - The Promise
x.G is for - Guys or Girls: Both ;) But Mainly girls
x.H is for - Hometown: Belfast, Northern Ireland
x.I is for - Instruments you play(ed): None
x.J is for - Job title: Bum
x.K is for - Kids: 1 already...
x.L is for - Living arrangement: With my dad ¬_¬
x.M is for - Mom's name: Marion
x.N is for - Number of people you've slept with: ;)
x.O is for - Overnight hospital stays: 1, when I was about 2 and needed an eye operation
x.P is for - Phobia[s]: None that I know of
x.Q is for - quixotic: *Looks up quixotic on dictionary.com* er....don't think so
x.R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: The one I'm in now, 4 months and counting :)
x.T is for - Time you wake up: Usually about 12, about 7:30am on schooldays
x.U is for - Unique trait(s): erm....I think I'm the most unique person I know, I'm not racist in any way, I don't care much for money and material things ('cept PC :P) and I'm very open minded....
x.V is for - Vegetable you love: Hate them all
x.W is for - Worst habit: Not sleeping
x.X is for - X-rays you've had: Back, leg..er...I think that's it
x.Y is for - Yummy food you make: Cheese on toast...mmmm
x.Z is for - Zodiac sign: Aries
last cigarette: I think I tried one when I was like 3, never again
last car ride: About a week ago, went out for dinner.
last kiss: Depends how you look at it.
last good cry: Few days ago
last library book checked out: Er...Most likely a Garfield book about 10 years ago
last movie seen:
in the theater: Matrix: reloaded (Thanks to that movie, I am never going to the cinema ever again)
at home: League of extraordinary Gentlemen, watched it again the other day, great movie.
last book read: A terry Pratchett book, forget which one, was about 2 years ago.
last beverage drank: Coke
last food consumed: Leftover shortbread
last crush: (see above)
last phone call: Few days ago to my brother
last TV show watched: The Simpsons
last time showered: About 2 hours ago
last shoes worn: God this is getting pointless...
last CD played: Don't play CD's
last downloaded: Norton systemworks 2004 Professional + Keygen
last annoyance: Everything
last disappointment: Everything
last soda drank: Coke
last thing written: Cd Key for Windows XP Professional VLK
last key used: Fuck me this is pathetic, I mean, ffs, it's obviously "K".
last words spoken: "Fuck me this is pathetic, I mean, ffs, it's obviously "K"." (I have a habit of softly reading out things I type)
last sleep: This morning
last im: Sc0rian
last time wanting to die: Few days ago. Came close too....
last time hugged: New years eve/day
last time scolded: Depends how you look at it.
last time resentful: Today, yesterday, day before that, day before that....
last chair sat in: Computer chair, god I love this thing.
last lipstick used: 0_o
last underwear worn: Ok, now they're just taking the piss...
last bra worn: Yes....yes whoever wrote this is severely taking the piss...
last poster looked at: Poster of Mars with a satellite moving around it, just beside me on the wall.
last show attended: Never
last webpage visited: Dictionary.com (to look up "quixotic")
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Fuck no
2. Be serious or be funny? Funny
3. Boxers or briefs? Boxers
4. Whole or skim milk? Skim
5. Single or Taken? Taken
6. Simple or complicated? My life is far from simple....
7. Law or anarchy? Anarchy, it's good for what ails ya
8. Flowers or angels? Angels, so I can bitch to them about how much of a c*** God is.
9. Grey or gray? Gray
10. Read or write? Read
11. Color or black-and-white photos? ColoUr
12. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset
13. M&M's or Skittles? M&M's...mmm...
14. Rap or rock? Rock (Can't spell Crap without rap)
15. Stay up late or wake up late? Stay up late, REALLY late, then wake up late....
16. TV or Radio? TV
17. Is it POP or SODA? It's fucking happy fizzy magical juice god dammit!
18. X or O in Tic-tac-toe? X
20. Eat an apple or an orange? Orange
21. What came first the chicken or the egg? I'm sure there were creatures that laid eggs before chicken ever evolved. They may not have been Chicken eggs, but they were eggs none the less.
22. Hot or Cold? Cold
24. Tall members of the opposite sex or short? Don't care
25. Sun or moon? Moon
26. Emerald or ruby? Whichever I could sell for more I guess
29. 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 Best friend
30. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Chocolate
31. High or Drunk? Don't drink and I don't take drugs, so neither.
32. Green beans or carrots? Neither...unless it's for some sort of kinky sex thing, then Carrots would work better :P
33. Low fat or fat free? Fat free
34. What is your biggest fear in the world? Losing her and being alone again.
36. Kids or no kids? Kids, already have 1
37. Cat or dog? Kats
38. Half empty or half full? Half full
39. Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup
40. Hard cover books or soft cover books? Don't read, don't care
41. Newspaper or magazine? Magazine, although I don't really read either
42. Sandals or sneakers? Sneakers
43. Wonder or amazement? Amazement
44. Red car or white car? Red
46. Singing or dancing? Neither
47. Hugging or Kissing? Preferably both at the same time
48. Corduroy or plaid? wtf?
49. Happy or sad? I'd like to be happy, but it's getting harder as more goes wrong :(
50. Purple or green? Green
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Quite a lot, fell in love, took down a network, got a Job, few other things.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Pff
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Not this year
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope
5. What countries did you visit?
No-where
6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003?
A decent family
7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
23 September 2003, better than that, I'll tell you the exact time, 07:54:24. That was when she told me she had feelings for me.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting her :)
9. What was your biggest failure?
Trying to learn a programming language...or my web site...
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Just a few bumps and bruises, odd illness, nothing major.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Giant white chocolate toblerone that was on salve at Tesco. No really, it's about the best thing I bought all year :\
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
At the risk of sounding big-headed, mine.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Darkblade's
14. Where did most of your money go?
The bank
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I'll tell you when you're older ;)
16. What song will always remind you of 2003?
DJ Sammy - Heaven, candlelight version
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i.happier or sadder? Happier
ii. thinner or fatter? Thinner
iii. richer or poorer? Richer (not much tho)
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Learning
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Fucking up
20. How did you spend Christmas?
I spent it with my family....sadly...
22. Did you fall in love in 2003?
Yup
23. How many one-night stands?
*cough*one*cough* <<
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Didn't watch much TV this year, it's getting kinda shit, probably the Simpsons or Family guy.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Not really
26. What was the best book you read?
The instruction manual to the digibox (In other words, I don't read much)
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Everything, mostly techno and stuff like that.
28. What did you want and get?
Michelle :)
29. What did you want and not get?
A new PC
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Bad boys 2, funny as fuck
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I honestly don't remember, I remember being disappointed and feeling left out, but then, that's because HER birthday is on the EXACT same date as mine. Fate likes to take the piss. I turned 16.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Being able to skip the month of December, probably one of the worst times In my life of recent years...
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003?
Non-existent
34. What kept you sane?
MIchelle
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
None
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Nothing really, I have opinions on everything, but I never really share them.
37. Who did you miss?
My brother, the cool one
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Michelle obviously, but not counting her, probably ToXiN
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003?
Love is too important to miss, if you think you have feelings for someone, stop at nothing to get them, tell them, never give up. You can never really be sure about anything, so you may as well try.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Can't think of one
A is for - Age: 16
x.B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes
x.C is for - Career in future: Good question
x.D is for - Dad's name: John
x.E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: Hell if I know
x.F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Within Temptation - The Promise
x.G is for - Guys or Girls: Both ;) But Mainly girls
x.H is for - Hometown: Belfast, Northern Ireland
x.I is for - Instruments you play(ed): None
x.J is for - Job title: Bum
x.K is for - Kids: 1 already...
x.L is for - Living arrangement: With my dad ¬_¬
x.M is for - Mom's name: Marion
x.N is for - Number of people you've slept with: ;)
x.O is for - Overnight hospital stays: 1, when I was about 2 and needed an eye operation
x.P is for - Phobia[s]: None that I know of
x.Q is for - quixotic: *Looks up quixotic on dictionary.com* er....don't think so
x.R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: The one I'm in now, 4 months and counting :)
x.T is for - Time you wake up: Usually about 12, about 7:30am on schooldays
x.U is for - Unique trait(s): erm....I think I'm the most unique person I know, I'm not racist in any way, I don't care much for money and material things ('cept PC :P) and I'm very open minded....
x.V is for - Vegetable you love: Hate them all
x.W is for - Worst habit: Not sleeping
x.X is for - X-rays you've had: Back, leg..er...I think that's it
x.Y is for - Yummy food you make: Cheese on toast...mmmm
x.Z is for - Zodiac sign: Aries
last cigarette: I think I tried one when I was like 3, never again
last car ride: About a week ago, went out for dinner.
last kiss: Depends how you look at it.
last good cry: Few days ago
last library book checked out: Er...Most likely a Garfield book about 10 years ago
last movie seen:
in the theater: Matrix: reloaded (Thanks to that movie, I am never going to the cinema ever again)
at home: League of extraordinary Gentlemen, watched it again the other day, great movie.
last book read: A terry Pratchett book, forget which one, was about 2 years ago.
last beverage drank: Coke
last food consumed: Leftover shortbread
last crush: (see above)
last phone call: Few days ago to my brother
last TV show watched: The Simpsons
last time showered: About 2 hours ago
last shoes worn: God this is getting pointless...
last CD played: Don't play CD's
last downloaded: Norton systemworks 2004 Professional + Keygen
last annoyance: Everything
last disappointment: Everything
last soda drank: Coke
last thing written: Cd Key for Windows XP Professional VLK
last key used: Fuck me this is pathetic, I mean, ffs, it's obviously "K".
last words spoken: "Fuck me this is pathetic, I mean, ffs, it's obviously "K"." (I have a habit of softly reading out things I type)
last sleep: This morning
last im: Sc0rian
last time wanting to die: Few days ago. Came close too....
last time hugged: New years eve/day
last time scolded: Depends how you look at it.
last time resentful: Today, yesterday, day before that, day before that....
last chair sat in: Computer chair, god I love this thing.
last lipstick used: 0_o
last underwear worn: Ok, now they're just taking the piss...
last bra worn: Yes....yes whoever wrote this is severely taking the piss...
last poster looked at: Poster of Mars with a satellite moving around it, just beside me on the wall.
last show attended: Never
last webpage visited: Dictionary.com (to look up "quixotic")
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Fuck no
2. Be serious or be funny? Funny
3. Boxers or briefs? Boxers
4. Whole or skim milk? Skim
5. Single or Taken? Taken
6. Simple or complicated? My life is far from simple....
7. Law or anarchy? Anarchy, it's good for what ails ya
8. Flowers or angels? Angels, so I can bitch to them about how much of a c*** God is.
9. Grey or gray? Gray
10. Read or write? Read
11. Color or black-and-white photos? ColoUr
12. Sunrise or sunset? Sunset
13. M&M's or Skittles? M&M's...mmm...
14. Rap or rock? Rock (Can't spell Crap without rap)
15. Stay up late or wake up late? Stay up late, REALLY late, then wake up late....
16. TV or Radio? TV
17. Is it POP or SODA? It's fucking happy fizzy magical juice god dammit!
18. X or O in Tic-tac-toe? X
20. Eat an apple or an orange? Orange
21. What came first the chicken or the egg? I'm sure there were creatures that laid eggs before chicken ever evolved. They may not have been Chicken eggs, but they were eggs none the less.
22. Hot or Cold? Cold
24. Tall members of the opposite sex or short? Don't care
25. Sun or moon? Moon
26. Emerald or ruby? Whichever I could sell for more I guess
29. 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 Best friend
30. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Chocolate
31. High or Drunk? Don't drink and I don't take drugs, so neither.
32. Green beans or carrots? Neither...unless it's for some sort of kinky sex thing, then Carrots would work better :P
33. Low fat or fat free? Fat free
34. What is your biggest fear in the world? Losing her and being alone again.
36. Kids or no kids? Kids, already have 1
37. Cat or dog? Kats
38. Half empty or half full? Half full
39. Mustard or ketchup? Ketchup
40. Hard cover books or soft cover books? Don't read, don't care
41. Newspaper or magazine? Magazine, although I don't really read either
42. Sandals or sneakers? Sneakers
43. Wonder or amazement? Amazement
44. Red car or white car? Red
46. Singing or dancing? Neither
47. Hugging or Kissing? Preferably both at the same time
48. Corduroy or plaid? wtf?
49. Happy or sad? I'd like to be happy, but it's getting harder as more goes wrong :(
50. Purple or green? Green
Friday, 2 January 2004
Someone up there just doesn't like me....
I was just beginning to feel better about the recent events in my life and wouldn't you know it, my computer decided to be a cunt.
It decided to uninstall TCP/IP all by itself. Now, it would normally be a case of simply reinstalling said thing, but y'see, it's not meant to be uninstallable in the first place, so you can't reinstall it, all you can do is tell windows to replace the registry keys and well, that didn't help at all. So I couldn't use the internet. For some reason, msn messenger worked, but that's the only thing. I reinstalled this and that but to no avail, it just didn't fix the problem.
On top of that, I kept getting a bunch of memory errors for various apps, INCLUDING messenger, the only thing that worked.
All I could do was reinstall windows, which I seriously dreaded, the last time I had to reinstall windows, it gave me all sorts of errors and shit, and I only just managed to install it, it sorta fluked and installed. But I was running out of options, I HAD to attempt to reinstall, I mean, it had to work, right? Nothing else could possibly go wrong, could it?
Wrong, the install fucked up, and not only that, it fucked up my original installation at the same time so I couldn't even run messenger, and to make things worse, the CD had some sort of booting error, so a fresh install was out of the question.
After getting extremely pissed with various things, I somehow managed to get XP installing, only problem it was on my other hard disk, so I have to start from scratch again. So that was my day today, me panicking a lot, getting frustrated with everything and almost throwing the computer out the window. And tomorrow will be pretty much the same too, since I gotta reinstall EVERYTHING....I need one of 2 things, either a new PC or a gun...
It decided to uninstall TCP/IP all by itself. Now, it would normally be a case of simply reinstalling said thing, but y'see, it's not meant to be uninstallable in the first place, so you can't reinstall it, all you can do is tell windows to replace the registry keys and well, that didn't help at all. So I couldn't use the internet. For some reason, msn messenger worked, but that's the only thing. I reinstalled this and that but to no avail, it just didn't fix the problem.
On top of that, I kept getting a bunch of memory errors for various apps, INCLUDING messenger, the only thing that worked.
All I could do was reinstall windows, which I seriously dreaded, the last time I had to reinstall windows, it gave me all sorts of errors and shit, and I only just managed to install it, it sorta fluked and installed. But I was running out of options, I HAD to attempt to reinstall, I mean, it had to work, right? Nothing else could possibly go wrong, could it?
Wrong, the install fucked up, and not only that, it fucked up my original installation at the same time so I couldn't even run messenger, and to make things worse, the CD had some sort of booting error, so a fresh install was out of the question.
After getting extremely pissed with various things, I somehow managed to get XP installing, only problem it was on my other hard disk, so I have to start from scratch again. So that was my day today, me panicking a lot, getting frustrated with everything and almost throwing the computer out the window. And tomorrow will be pretty much the same too, since I gotta reinstall EVERYTHING....I need one of 2 things, either a new PC or a gun...
Thursday, 1 January 2004
Ahh, the first update of 2004....
Another year gone by, time flies....
And a lot happened last year too, well, from about march/April when I FINALLY got an internet connection....finally....
And holy fuck did things accelerate after that, just a couple of months later and I was the most popular person on a forum, which then went down partly due to my actions, Nozzy saw a guy jerking off on Yahoo chat through his webcam, and I guess the most important thing that happened was when I fell in love...well, I say most important, really the important thing was when she said those 3 little words to me for the first time, something which I never dreamt would happen, but it did, and I'll always remember that day. Lots of other stuff happened too, some good, some bad, but what can ya do except hold your head up high and keep going?
Now, enough about the past.
From the other day, I'm feeling a bit better, still fell shitty though, I mean it's not every day your family tells you that you're the source of all their problems, just by staying out of the way. Bastards.
But like I said, I'm feeling better, I can always comfort myself with the thought of the future, the thought that I don't have to stay here much longer, I will be finished school relatively soon and then I can get the fuck away from the people that seem to hate me so much. I duno where I'll go, I mean, I know where I'd LIKE to go, whether or not I'll get there is a different thing, all I can do is hope, but after thinking about all the stuff that's happened throughout the year, especially with Michelle, I've realised that you can never be too sure what will and wont happen, so I look forward to the future, if things work out how I hope, then things can only get better and better. 2004 has the potential to be great, but it's the future beyond that I'm especially looking forward to...
And a lot happened last year too, well, from about march/April when I FINALLY got an internet connection....finally....
And holy fuck did things accelerate after that, just a couple of months later and I was the most popular person on a forum, which then went down partly due to my actions, Nozzy saw a guy jerking off on Yahoo chat through his webcam, and I guess the most important thing that happened was when I fell in love...well, I say most important, really the important thing was when she said those 3 little words to me for the first time, something which I never dreamt would happen, but it did, and I'll always remember that day. Lots of other stuff happened too, some good, some bad, but what can ya do except hold your head up high and keep going?
Now, enough about the past.
From the other day, I'm feeling a bit better, still fell shitty though, I mean it's not every day your family tells you that you're the source of all their problems, just by staying out of the way. Bastards.
But like I said, I'm feeling better, I can always comfort myself with the thought of the future, the thought that I don't have to stay here much longer, I will be finished school relatively soon and then I can get the fuck away from the people that seem to hate me so much. I duno where I'll go, I mean, I know where I'd LIKE to go, whether or not I'll get there is a different thing, all I can do is hope, but after thinking about all the stuff that's happened throughout the year, especially with Michelle, I've realised that you can never be too sure what will and wont happen, so I look forward to the future, if things work out how I hope, then things can only get better and better. 2004 has the potential to be great, but it's the future beyond that I'm especially looking forward to...
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