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Thursday, 29 September 2005

"We're safe with Bush in power" "How so?" "He doesn't know how to push the big red button"

Well damn. Isn't it funny how things can just...change?

Lets see here. Yeah, I missed my lecture today but apparently it was pointless anyway. But I did get an email from someone.
Michael, Kay's boyfriend, no less. In this rather long email telling me to pretty much stay away from her, I noticed that his position on things was rather...different...than I had been told about. And that Kay had pretty much told him about 20% of the truth and left a LOT of shit out, conveniently landing me in a crap light. (Oh but of course, it was all to protect Michael's feelings)

So what did I do? I replied obviously, only I did what I do best these days - I told him the truth. The whole truth.
My email was just as big, if not bigger.

Then I left to go to Chinatown with Vicki, Steve and this other nice girl I haven't had the chance to mention yet - Dee. I'll talk about her later.

So while we're out, I get a phone call. Guess who it was? That's right! The lovely miss Kayleigh. Would you believe it, Michael actually read my email and confronted Kay with it, forcing her to admit that it was actually all true (What I had said) and he even made her phone me to sort shit out. And I think there was some sort of apology in there as well, although it wasn't really worded.
I actually have a whole bunch of respect for the guy now.

And now as the situation stands, Kay still doesn't want to talk to me (surprise, surprise) but it's now perfectly ok if there's a group of people around, so that's a plus and I can even go to her flat, provided I am in Steve's room or something.

And I don't think Michael ever really had any intention of starting anything, Kay pretty much admitted that she was using him as an excuse to get rid of me or some such. Well that plan backfired, didn't it?

So anyway, that's all that cleared up, now onto my day.
I probably should have mentioned Dee before, I met her through the anime society a few days back, she really sound too and a great friend, along with Vicki and Steve.
Who, today, I introduced together today, since Dee actually lives quite close to Chinatown. They got on really well too. No, REALLY well. Well, Vicki and Dee did. Crazy bitches, the pair of them.

Anyhoo, Chinatown wins some more points today due to 2 things.

One, at the back of the store was one of them plastic flappy doorway things, you know the kind I mean, the place where store people hide whenever you ask them to get something for you. The place you're not supposed to go into.
So we never did, until Steve noticed that this one actually had a sign beside it saying "Children welcome as long as they're accompanied by adults". Why would Children go into a store room, we thought. And then we stood, observing closer. Yes, it was definitely a big warehouse storage area filled with all sorts of Chinese things.
And then someone walked in! Someone that didn't work at this particular Chinese shop.
I built up some courage and dived in. Oh how I nearly cried.
As it turns out, this little Chinese store also happened to be a bulk supplier for pretty much every Chinese restaurant/takeaway in Liverpool!

And what did I see before me? I saw Coke. And Fanta. And Tango. And all those good, caffeine enriched products. Not only that, but they were in crates of 24, £6 for a crate. That's £6 for 24 tins of coke or whatever. I used to buy them at my local store at £3.50 for 12. But 24 for £6?!?
And it gets better, it wasn't "locally produced coke" that I don't like (I'm telling you, the coke in Liverpool tastes weird) but it came from Germany! They had actually sold out of coke, but Fanta will do for now. Chinatown wins and wins again.

But there's MORE, yes I'm aware that this is a big fucking entry, but I am nearly done, I promise.

See, apparently, there's some sort of..hostile market in China for Hello pandas.

For there were NO hello pandas in store today.
Instead....they were replaced.....



Who needs Hello Panda when you have....HELLO KOALA!

Right, this is probably one of the biggest entries I've written in a while and I'm glad I can end it and go to bed feeling happy :)

Wednesday, 28 September 2005

Cough, hack, wheeze - the other white meat.

Despite the fact that none of you have any idea what's going on, I'm not even prepared to try to explain it because even I don't know the full story. It seems that everyone has a grudge against me, but not ONE person can tell me what it is I've done wrong. In the space of a few days, Kay went from "I don't know if I want you around or not because you've been really nice since you got here" to "Go away you cunt, I don't like you" and I don't know why that happened.
That transformed from Kay just not wanting to talk to me to not wanting me near her at all and thus meaning I can't go to her flat where a lot of the friends I've made here like to hang about.

Now the crazy thing is that every single one of them said I could go there if they invited me, but then I'm being told that they actually all wanted rid of me and once again, I have no idea why....

I haven't really heard anything from them since Sunday. So far Vicki is the only person to actively talk to me, Steve does a little but they haven't even asked to do anything together until tomorrow when we might take a trip over to Chinatown. I think I was with them both every day last week except Friday and saturday, which I mainly spent with Joel and stuff. Haven't heard a word from him either and I don't really want to go over to his place since I have this feeling I'm not welcome there either.

I had a lecture yesterday. I didn't go, I just didn't feel up to it. I just wanted to hide away from everyone, I wanted to sulk in my room.  I didn't go today either, but luckily enough we had an unscheduled day off anyway.

I'm giving serious thought to dropping out of Uni because of all this. I just don't want drama, especially if it involves people having something against me without telling me what it is. I can't even go near Kay now or she'll tell the Uni I'm harassing her. What the fuck am I supposed to do? I need answers, I can't just walk away from shit without knowing what went wrong so I can stop it happening again. What the hell went wrong this time? Just when I was settling into this place, getting my appetite back and shit, it all went straight to hell and I'm left standing wondering just what I did to make that happen....

Lecture tomorrow, with a little bit of luck I'll manage to force myself to go.

Monday, 26 September 2005

Fuck

Just after I wrote my last entry, I left to go walking. I wanted to walk away from all of this, to walk away from Liverpool, from Kay and all the shit that she's dropping on me, from everything. For nearly 2 hours I walked in a straight line. I definitely didn't turn once because I was following this big road that seemed to go somewhere. And somehow...it ended up back here....

I can't even escape this nightmare.

Life isn't fair.
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Frustration

Saturday, 24 September 2005

Well that's a coincidence...

Right, so check this out.
Me and a bunch of People (Joel and a few others) went out tonight to this place called the Krazyhouse. You can tell they're crazy because they spell Crazy with a K.

Anyhoo, during the course of the night, there was this woman getting very...friendly...with several guys.
So naturally we all assume she's a complete whore.
Then she sits beside me and begins talking to me.
As it turns out, she's a proper lap dancer. As in for real, works in a place called "Stilettos" would you believe.
But this is the really freaky part. This complete slut of a woman....was called Kay.
How mad is that?

Although she did say by the end of the night that I'd get a special discount on a Lap dance if I ever went to her place. £5 for the full show.
I could have actually had it then, but since I was in the company of female friends, I thought I'd pass, in respect of them. Later on that night, they both told me that I should have went for it o_o

I think I know where I'm going some Friday....

Friday, 23 September 2005

Rockstar made this....

http://www.citizensunitednegatingtechnology.org/

If you don't believe me, this might help (it's at the bottom of the page):

CITIZENS
UNITED
NEGATING
TECHNOLOGY
FOR
LIFE
AND
PEOPLE'S

SAFETY

Chinatown wins!

We went to Chinatown earlier today.

Look at what I bought:



They're bloody tastey though ^_^

I also bought some Chinese Poki. God I'm such a geek.

Well Steve and Vicki have pissed off home for the weekend so I'm off to annoy Joel.